juz me!!!!!!!

2010-08-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

there are just somany friends whom i treasure lots but i lost them because of various reasons.
everyday, when i am on the long bus trip home,
listening to sad music,
i keep asking myself what is wrong with me...
i found many answers...
and i found many memories at the same time...
why did our relationship became like this?

to:
kangsing (p1-p3)
always beside me for that 3 years. thinking about it, i really cannot really remember much about what we shared in common. but i remember i was really happy with you around. but...after p4 streaming, other than prefect meeting, i did not talk to you. so i lost you. and now...i will never find you back.

sijia:
6 years. although there are misunderstandings and everything, you are still my good friend . still remember going out with you and dawn in sec1 and we took 2 sets of neoprints. did not get to see you for 3 years...although you are now just at njc, i never get to meet you even once these 1.5 years. although i see you online, on facebook, i really don't know what to tell you. what to talk to you about. but i really miss primary school life. i miss talking to you...i miss going co with you too...

hairou:
5 days of obs. 2 weeks of roommate. i miss those times. although you have xiaojie temper, you are a really nice friend. planning my birthday for me, bringing me to ice-skate around, making cookies for syf present, making stars and hearts telling me to jiayou for syf, sharing the same toilet without quarrelling who to bath first for 2 weeks, running around the long corridor in shanghai at night, sharing how much we miss home together, why are there so many memories? now, when i think of those, when i saw the hearts and stars, when i thought of how our relationship is now, why it happen so sudden? why? why? why? why you start to move away from me? why now when we see each other we only say hi? smile? i want to talk to you about what happen in my life. i want to hear you sharing with me your things too. i miss those times last year...everytime when i call you now, you give me that surprised/irritated face, this really hurts. i...really lost another good friend right? what is wrong with me...

last...kymberly.
you wrote me 2 letters. the first one, i threw it into the dustbin. that letter hurts. when i read it, i didn't know that you actually don't know me that well. you don't understand what i am trying to do. but i can understand why you felt that way. but kymberly, aren't we ionic bonds? why now we are like in the gaseous state? why? sharing problems with each other, updating you about what happen to me through the weekend, you telling me about yours too, when you are sick you sms only me, there was even one month when i sms you so much that my sms went up to 1500, always accompanying me to canteen even though you have bread, always waiting for me for recess, did all group/pair works together, prepared a fab jaejoong board for me when i first fell in love with jaejong last year, going to yourhouse during holiday to do homework, cheering me up when i do badly for test, bought me the jaejoong keychain which is still hanging on my handphone, we talk so often that last year i could even know whcih days you have tuition, which days you have training, which days you have korean class, letting me use you itouch when you first got it, letting me use your crystal phone for the whole physics period when you first got it, your bright smile when you recieved your present from me and the rest, talking about kpop stuffs everytime, laughing together, watching dance subaru together, and many more. all these just happened not long ago. but why do i keep having the feeling that you are so far away fromme now? do you know, when pat goh tell me if i have any problems with chem this year, i can just approach you, she knows i am very good with you. even teachers know we are very close, but what happen? i really cannot accept the reason to why you are so close to samantha now is because of the 1 week of torture you 2 went through together. i cannot accept that you actually ignored me in class. i cannot accept that even though we get to talk to each other we only talk 2 sentences. i cannot accept that i am just someone to replace samantha during toba trip. i cannot accept that you can talk to HUIKER even more than me. i cannot accept that huiker is sitting nearer to you than me. i cannot accept that you actually waited for her for lesson and did not even care about me. i cannot accept that you are helping her throw litter today and you cannot see that i am holding a plastic bag in my hands too. i cannot accept that your reason to why we are drifting away is because i get closer to yvonne. do you know that i am closer to yvonne now is because you always talk to samantha and never cares about me? do you know that i keep waiting for you all to ask me 'huilin, going for recess' again? do you know that everytime when you sit in the audi you always sit with samantha and huiker and i am left alone? do you know that at situations when i am left alone i am really lonely? do you know that at those moments when i am lonely yvonne is there for me? do you know that i am really tired of waiting for you to ask me 'huilin, want to come my house do work together?' again? do you know that i am really hurt when i knew that you went out with the rest of them without asking me if i am free to go out with you all on that day? do you know that i totally gave up on our friendship when you all planned for jingle's birthday surprise and left me out? do you know that when you ask me 'huilin, are you free on the thurs of sept holiday? we go eat seoul garden' i was really happy? do you know that THAT SENTENCE made me thought that i was still your good friend? do you know all your actions are hurting me now? i concluded. i lost my best friend. i lost you. i cannot find you back no matter how much i try. just to tell you something. i keep telling myself NOT to wait for you (all), not to find you(all) again, not to walk to the back of the classroom, but i cannot help it but always stop and see how you (all) are doing. i may not be your best friend now, but kymberly, just to tell you. no matter when you will need me to be by your side or anything, i will be there for you. i just miss having you sitting beside me, i just miss eating with you during recess, i just miss studying with you, i really miss laughing/talking with you.

keeping a friendship long is really difficult. i love to make people happy even though i may not be happy. i will always think of my friends first. i am willing to sacrfice my time to hear their sorrows, to hear their stories.i don't mind waiting sillyly for my friend for many months to wait for her to realise that i am left out. i know i have friends out there who are doing the same thing. thank you denise and amanda. every friend is important to me. none of you can replace any of my lost friends. so even if i lost these 4 good/best friends, they will still be the same. i will always remember the good memories because the bad ones really hurts when thinking about it. denise amanda, i love you.

2010-07-19T18:16:00.000+08:00

hi nyco.
thank you all of you.
thank you for putting your best on stage.
thank you for the laughters.
thank you for the smiles.
thank you for the tears.
best of all...
thank you for letting me hear the music we all
PLAYED FROM HEART.
it is all over.
when i was playing jiang jun ling,
memories/pictures of
nyco practicing,
nyco having fun,
nyco talk,
seniors,
juniors,
batchmates.
all the good and bad times we had.
all these lead to the last note
which marked the end of our successful concert
last night.
i am bad at words.
but i really want to thank all of you.
thank you for producing such a GREAT CONCERT.
until my friend who watched almost all nanyang concerts this year tell me.
'huilin. this is the best nanyang music concert.'
and friends coming to me and telling me the concert was so perfect
and WONDERFUL.
thank you.
you all are so special to me.
no matter which chinese orchestra i go in future.
i will never be able to find another nyco.
the tears from all of you are special too.
you all let me know that.
i am not the only who is sad that yesterday was my last performance with nyco.
i also can't explain.
with all my makeups on my face,
i keep telling myself not to cry.
but at the start of the performance,
when i hugged jessy and we said
'concert starting...and is ending soon...'
we started to cry.
when concert end..
i hear the crowd's applause,
i felt like crying...
and i saw denise cry.
at the backstage,
i cried again.
i just cannot believe that i am leaving nyco.
for these 4 years, nyco is what i have been looking for each week. although there are tons of homework, but because of nyco, i am able to move on.
forgetting all the pain,
even though my finger is totally peeled until it is so painful,
i never stop practicing, and i really don't feel the pain.
esp. last night. it's all because of
NYCO.
nyco concert'2008, syf'2009
and now,
nyco concert 2010.
all are precious to me.
thank you.

will post my 9 years of nyco life soon.
maybe not so soon.
haha

2010-04-23T21:52:00.001+08:00

I SAW JANG GUEN SUK!!!!!!
he smiled and wave to me!!
haha.

from now onwards,
this blog will be used for me to
erm...
do short posts. haha.
that's all. ^^

kpop fav. ^^

2010-02-07T21:53:00.003+08:00

come across this. haha. so fun. ^^
suppose to rank all. but i lazy/cannot make up my mind. so i shall type the person that i like the most. ^^

2NE1: sandara
2AM: jokwon
2PM: jaebum
After School: jooyeon
AST'1: -
BEAST: yoseob
Big Bang: g-dragon
Brown Eyed Girls: narsha
C.N Blue: Minhyuk
Davichi: minkyung
DONG BANG SHIN KI!: JAEJOONG
Epik High: -
F.T Island: hongki
f(x): sulli
F.cuz: -
HAM: Mi-u
H.O.T: -
Jewelry: -
JQT: -
Kara: Seungyeon/ hara
MBLAQ: Mir
Rainbow: Jaekyung
S.E.S: eugene
Secret: Sunhwa
SHINee: Key
Shinhwa: -
S.G. Wannabe: -
So Nyeo Shi Dae: taeyeon/yuri
SS501: kyujong
Super Junior: donghae
Supernova: sungje
T-ara: jiyeon
T-Max: -
TRAX: -
U-Kiss: Sunghyun
Wonder Girls: yoobin
ZE:A: -

2010-01-29T21:41:00.003+08:00

who are you to show me black face?
who are you to hang up my call?
who are you to show me your DA XIAO JIE temper IN FRONT OF me?
who are you to think that the whole world is wrong and you are right?
who are you to even raise your voice at ME!

i can be nice and i have my temper too.
don't make me lose my temper.
and we may NOT be friends ANYMORE.

i can be a loner if i want to.

i don't care how you complain to ppl about me BEHIND MY BACK.
or to even say i didn't do my part well.
OR WHATEVER

now your actions are irritating.
sticking to people who are useful to you?
does that make you happier?

THEN GO AHEAD!

if you can forget how good friends we once were,
I CAN FORGET THEM COMPLETELY TOO.

if you ever does what you did to me again today,
what i shout out will not be just 'fuck'.

i am sick of life...
life really suck.
not being able to do things i like...
i am really sick of it....
tian ah.
bring me away.
somewhere...
where i can really enjoy myself...
which is...
heaven.

btw,
heaven's postman,
i love your new hair colour.
no matter what you wear,
what colour is your hair.
you just look hot and handsome. ^^

tmr...is...
dazu and xiaozu.
haha.
pipa=most hardworking section
i REALLY hope we can get to that.
and
pipa=best section
can we really do it?
before i/we graduate?

juniors, seniors really...
love you all lots.
pls don't disappoint us anymore.
can you all do it?
scolding you all is not what we want.
seeing you all unable to be independant,
we are very troubled.
scolding you all is to motivate you all
to prac more and...
wnt get scolded again.
how i wish i can laugh and praise you all many many times.
pls don't make us angry...
pls practice hard...
even a small part is important.
pls prac.
pls prac.
pls prac, before seniors go crazy.
everyone is important...

except me.

2010-01-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

my HERO KIM JAEJOONG is
24 years old!!
(he is becoming more and more handsome and sexy.^^)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ^^

i am turning 16 soon too! haha.
in 3months 30days. ^^

2010-01-14T22:02:00.004+08:00

why do i feel so empty?
why do i feel so sad?
why do i feel so hopeless?
why do i feel so helpless?
why do i feel so lonely?
why do i feel like crying?
what happen to my smiles.

i am so sorry, my dear friends.
i don't know what happen to me.
just leave me alone if you don't know what to do.
just leave me alone...
alone to think...
alone to cry...
i promise.
i will bring my smiles and laughters back...
as soon as i am able to do so...

you all don't need me anyway...
what if you never know me?
nothing is going to change...

can you (all) hear me?

YOU KNOW YOU'RE OBSESSED WITH DBSK WHEN YOU:

2009-12-08T21:51:00.003+08:00

1. Buy a new phone because the old one didn’t let you put DBSK ringtones

2. Set your internet passwords to go along the lines of ‘Yunjaeyoosumin♥’ and 'DBSKHwaiting!'

3. Have your computer desktop icons moved because, ‘they were covering Jaejoong’s face’.

4. Cry when you see them perform…on tv.

5. Have already thought up the names of your future children with them.

6. You want a p*n*s so that you can join the fun you KNOW is going on. (WTF?!?!)

7. Hear people call then gay and you get excited and say ‘Really? Who do you think is dating who?’ (haha...=p)

8. Refuse to call them a ‘boy band’ and call them ‘man band’ or ‘acapella dance group’.

9. Place health, family, and school 2nd behind watching streaming DBSK and fangirling.

10. Date an Asian just to be one step closer.

11. Hum DBSK songs when passing Asians in hopes they’ll talk to you.

12. Cut your hair like one of the members. (thinking of whether to do it. haha)

13. Start learning Korean or Japanese just in case you ever meet them. (I WANT!)

14. Curse Cassiopeia, but praise them for their fancams. (i din curse them ^^)

15. Realized you were a pedophile the first time you watched Hug.

16. Realize you have more fangirl friends than real friends…(not exactly^^)

17. Celebrate the members’ birthdays, but not your significant other’s.

18. Have turned your mother into a fangirl, and have moved on to your dad.

19. Debate whether you should eat for the next month or get that new photobook.

20. Read Fanfiction at work/school.

21. Write Fanfiction at work/school.

22. Start believing Mpreg might be possible.

23. Learn Photoshop just so you can draw naked fanart.

24. Have at least one Photoshoped photo of the members as girls.

25. Rank the men you meet from ‘not even human’ to ‘godly like DBSK’. (comparing counted?!)

26. Buy a 1TB external hard drive for all the HQ & HD DBSK goodness.

27. Have uploaded a video on youtube related to DBSK.

28. Hear the word OT5 and get mental pictures.

29. Have made it your life mission to convert everyone to the DBSK way.

30. Join LiveJournal just for the DBSG community.

31. Join Soompi for the same reason.

32. Buy their album…all 4 versions…

33. Snarl like an animal at any female they get close to (or in some instances, wish you were that girl).

34. Get confused in biology when they tell you ‘Sheep’ and ‘Bunnies’ can’t have babies. (HAHA)

35. Squeal w/joy when you find out ‘Lions’ and ‘Tigers’ CAN have babies.

36. Expect every singer to be able to sing in 4 languages.

37. Know the Korean fan chants and scream while you watch them perform. (din scream lar, get excited nia)

38. Hear people talk about them breaking up you yell, ‘5-1=0, 5-1=0!!!!’ (din shout lar, at heart/say out 'WHAT THE FUCK, stop your nonsense')

39. Ask your significant lover to ‘squeal like a dolphin’ and get upset when they don’t do it right.

40. Associate the word ‘duck’ with Xiah’s generous posterior.

41. Expect ‘Eu Kyung Kyung’ to come out in the dictionary.

42. Realize you channel Sir Mix-a-Lot every time you see Junsu’s butt.

43. Find yourself understanding and laughing at Xiah’s oyagi gags.

44. Don’t think playing soccer on someone’s forehead is impossible.

45. Think Chunglish is an actual language, and study it.

46. Start to think guys that cry in public are ‘f*cking sexy’.

47. Begin wearing shoes w/o socks because Micky does it.

48. Find that Micky Mouse ears turn you on.

49. Swear MinxFood is your OTP.

50. Found yourself shopping for Mangdoongie at the pet store.

51. Expect all Asians to be as tall as Max. (sort of?!)

52. Freak out that the songs on the radio don’t have a ‘sonic scream’.

53. Start to think Max’s so snarky he might be Snape’s nephew.

54. Think all leaders should be like Yunho, and get disappointed when they aren’t. (not disappointed actually ^^)

55. Have read/written a haiku about U-Know’s lip mole.

56. Love that U-Know thinks Bambi is a girl.

57. Acquire an obsession with moobs. (not exactly. hehe)

58. Ask your significant other why THEY don’t have a small face like U-Know. (would wish to ask but i don't have haha)

59. Swear that Hero could win the title of ‘Miss Universe’ if only they allowed men to enter. (i am sure jaejoong don't want this title. ^^)

60. Know Hero can’t dance (well) and Don’t F***ing Care.

61. Think Hamtaro PJs are the sex. (i think they are damn cute. ^^)

62. Find that expressionless men are your ideal.

63. Realize you’re a sadist when you see Jaejoong tied to a wall.

64. The top 30 songs on your iTunes are all by DBSK. (6 of them are not. =( )

65. Automatically classify anyone who doesn't know who DBSK are as clueless idiots as inferior human beings. (sort of...if you tell me you are into kpop. haha)

66. Feel the need to listen to DBSK 24/7...even in your sleep.

67. See a mirror and think 'MIROTIC'. (ILU JJ FOR THAT) (sometimes. haha)

68. Acquire a fetish for black silk. (THX MIROTIC)

69. See the number 69 and you wonder which members are at it right now.

70. Cry when people say DBSK is getting old. (i don't cry, just say them back. -.-)

71. Play word-association and the first thing that comes to mind has to do with DBSK...even the word sardine.

72. Think men look better with eyeliner. (a little bit, not everyone suits it. ^^)

73. Have a spontaneous orgasm at the mention of anything DBSK related.

74. Think it's normal for men to wear more bling than you.

75. Don't know Korean, but can correctly sing every single song with perfect pronunciation. (sort of!?!?)

76. Cosplay/Consider-Cosplyaing as one of the boy's Balloons outfits, and going to an anime convention to see how many people glomp the shit out of you.

77. Name your new puppy 'Max' or 'Hero' in honor of DBSK.

78. Start adorning your msn-chats/text messages with emoticons (when you used to hate those things) after you found out Jae does it. (i love them in the first place ^^)

79. No longer think purses aren't gender specific.

80. Know & celebrate their birthdays, but can't remember your friends' OR parents...hm... (don't celebrate lar. ^^)

81. Compare the age of every person you meet how old they'd be in relation to -insert member here-. (23?! haha)

82. Buy things with the color red simply because it's DBSK's color.

83. Have pictures of them on your school supplies. (file counted?)

84. Have had to explain who they are to a teacher because he/she noticed the pictures on your school supplies.

85. Have learned the moves to more than one of their dances.

86. Would gladly date one of their siblings, if only because that would mean you were related to them.

87. Move a guy closer to the top of your 'who I'd date list' just because he is a fanboy.

88. Are confident you'd be instant friends with just about every other DBSK fangirl, even if you didn't speak the same language.

89. Giggled when you first heard the new album was called Mirotic, because you knew they wanted to call it 'Erotic', but couldn't.

90. Spontaneously orgasm every time somebody says 'HEY!' to you. (thank you Mirotic Album)

91. Swear the Cartier Love Rings prove, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that Jaeho is infact real.

92. Love the fact that some people still believe they are straight.

93. Get mad when a non-fan calls them gay, since they are using it as an insult, but when a fan says it, you spend the next few hours debating parings and end up remembering ot5 is the real heart of the matter.

94. Say red is your favorite color, even if it isnt.

95. Curse Lee SooMan for knowing how to rape you of any money you planned on having, ever.

96. Have convinced yourself that 6 years (or more) is not really that big of an age difference when it comes to dating/getting married (just because you'd like to believe you had a chance with them if you met them).

97. At one point or another you joked about/seriously considered nameing one of your current/future children after them.

98. Are determined to turn your current/future son into a fanboy.

99. Realize the most organized folder on your computer is the one that holds your pictures of DBSK, all 1,000+ of them...

100. Laugh when you realize jae's nickname is 'BooJae', because now anytime Yunho says, 'My Boo' (which is often), it's more proof of the Jaeho lovin'.

101. Notice that Yunho used to say JaeJae was his BFF4L, but now he says its Minmin, thus implying that Jaeho MUST have accepted Min into their lovin'. Tru Fax.

102. Utterly LOVE the person who came up with the idea that the boys turn and sing to each other during their powerballads (whoever that was).

103. Swear that X-Man was the greatest show ever invented, since you could watch dbsk do the most random shit ever.

104. Learn how to play korean games, like OF COURSE, just because DBSK play it (and cuz you, like Min, want to intimidate your friends into telling everything).

105. Know MinMin watches porn, and love it (he's one of us!).

106. Know more about DBSK then you do your own relatives (oh yes, its true, and you know it).

107. Watched 'the lion king' and decided what DBSK members would be which characters.

108. Meet DBSK fans whereever you go, including a Dir en Grey concert (spend the 5 hours in line fangirling dbsk, not diru).

109. Immediately blame any outfit and/or hairstyle you don't like on the boys' stylists, even if you're looking at stalker pictures and its obvious the boys chose it themselves.

110. Believe DBSK is a health hazard, because you are seriously worried they might give you a heart attack one day (yoosumin sexy counting anyone?), though you would die happy.

111. Have written "I love DBSK" or something similar in the sand on a beach.

112. Have learned to write in Korean, but only the boys' names...

113. Have used DBSK in more than one school project for which you earned a grade.

114. Have wished more than once that you were one of the boys' microphones.

115. Have fanfiction as the primary source of literature in your life.

116. Stay up all night watching an award show streaming live from halfway across the world in a language you don't understand, just to see them perform and see which awards they won, and even end up late for work, but it's worth it. (watch it the next day online.hahahaha)

117. Use their scant, and awkwardly worded, English phrases in your daily life. Ex. "Let's do this!"

118. Have looked up Jaejoong's hamtaro PJ's up on E-bay and Seriously considered buying them.

119. Know more about gay sex than some actual gay people. Yes, you've read THAT MANY smut fics.

120. Dream about DBSK or DBSK related things almost every single night.

121. Spazz when one of them looks straight at a fancam even though you know they aren't exactly looking at you.

122. Buy a new computer just to do DBSK stuff.

123. Go to the Korean CDs section first, to see if they have DBSK's album.

124. Start to imagine how Yunjae's babies will look like whenever you see some cute babies.

125. Jam out full blast in your car to DBSK. Rollin'!

126. Ignore your severe lack of wallspace and order the Mirotic poster, cuz of the Ho!nips.

127. Give DBSK names to all your electronics.

128. Then cry when you drop 'Junsu' the cellphone.

129. Proudly display your DBSK collection despite disapproval by the parentals.

130. Write your name + a member on every piece of blank (and sometimes not blank) paper you find.

131. Have your 'ideal man' list consisting of DBSK attributes. (big butt, small face, broad shoulders...)

132. Think Yunho's scar is so sexy, you almost want to cut up your boyfriend's face so he has one too.

133. Try to figure out who's last name would fit better with your first name...in case you got married...

134. Support all SM artists, since they've probably talked to DBSK.

135. Stand next tall people and pretend they're DBSK.

136. Have joined every DBSK related community on Livejoural & Soompi...EVERY community.

137. Find any possible excuse to use some of Changmin's UFO replies in real life.

138. Stay up into the wee hours of the morning checking what you've done off this list.

139. Send videos of the boys singing 'Happy Birthday' to your friends on THEIR birthdays.

140. Find out that lonely girl int he corner of the classroom is a DBSK fangirl and you become friends.

141. Sit in class and all the people around you now know who DBSK are.

142. Think of Jaejoong anytime anyone mentions Heroes.

143. Sqeal with delight upon discovering your school color is going to be red, and yell out 'DBSK HWAITING!' at pep-rallies. (red vs white day. haha)

144. Add '...in bed with DBSK' when reading out your fortune cookies.

145. No longer find 'trap stamp' tattoos on men strange

i am NOT SO obsessed with dbsk right? ^^

2009-11-27T16:51:00.002+08:00

hi everyone~!
HUILIN IS BACK!!!! ^^
after 2 weeks in shanghai,
i realised it is really a nice city,
a place with nice things and
nice people. ^^
and of course,
all thanks to T3SH ppl,
HAIROU, GRACIE, XIAOWEN, JAIME, AMANDA (JINX), JOAN, SHER-YIN, NATALIE, JUSTINA, EILEEN, YUEQI, MABEL, RACHEL HO, JOLYN, HUIPIN, ruiqi, jingying, theodora, bethany (bei ni), bethanie, amanda lam, jessica, yiteng, cherly, yvette, audrey, jessie, wanyu.
this trip was really fun.
wanted to come back to singapore so badly previously.
now i am missing the voices of all of you!
haha.
i miss my family.
i miss my com.
i miss my bed.
i miss my jaejoong board.
i miss my soft toys (bing bing and kimchi)
i miss my toilet.
i miss my tv.
i miss my pipa.
i miss my nyco.
haha.
and the list goes on and on.
now everything is back to me,
i miss shanghai.
i miss jing yuan.
i miss buddies.
i miss the dorm.
i miss playing cards to midnight.
haha.
all because of the holiday homeworks,
i cannot use my com for super long!
haha.
i tell my mum i will start the homework early dec.
so now still can use.
the SIAs are like...HAHA.
so stupid.
haha
updates are damn alot for the past 2 weeks.
the first thing i watched made me cry.
haha.
MAMA was super nice.
or rather, wat jaejoong said was super nice, heart warming, sweet...
i don't mind tohoshinki instead of dongbangshinki.
so long as they are on one stage singing together,
any name is alright. ^^
cca next tues! ^^
that's all. ^^

2009-09-24T21:49:00.003+08:00

now that egoness is disappearing...
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stress
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S-T-R-E-S-S
S-T-R-E-S-S

lots of problems coming up.
i dunno how to face them.
i love my soft toys.
i love my ipod nano.
i love my bed.
i love my pillow.
~~i love to cry with them~~

i love to emo...

2009-09-18T19:44:00.001+08:00

"Even if it's only for a second, I could make all the tears stop worldwide and change them into smiles."

COLOURS~melody and harmony

WHO WILL CRY?

2009-09-11T11:37:00.000+08:00

If tonight I die,

Who will cry?

Strangers with their feigned interest,

While those I love have turned away.

And if my best isn't good enough,

What more can I give?

Go ahead--walk away.

Just leave me here alone.

And if tonight I die,

Who will cry?

All my strength is drained,

With nothing left to give.

Drowning in the depths of sorrow,

No tears left to cry.

A silent voice and distant eyes

That no one hears or sees.

And if tonight I die,

Who will cry?

--Jo A. Witt
Copyright 2002

The Only Way Out

2009-09-11T11:34:00.001+08:00

some days i just wish
that i could run and hide
no matter where i go
it seems like the only way out is ~~suicide~~
my life doesn't seem worth it
all of this pain and suffering
i dont want to be here anymore
the only wayout is ~~suicide~~
nobody can help me
the only way out is ~~suicide~~
nobody knows the real me
i put on this person
when i am actually miserable
the only way out is ~~suicide~~
all i have ever wanted
is to loved and accepted me
the only way out is ~~suicide~~

-http://allpoetry.com/poem/5599835

2009-09-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging for very long.
this is a kinda slack week.
31 august.
super fun day.
celebration was super high.
4 super duper great mcs who are all higher than us,
and make us high.
haha
i will forever remember babarala and the arobics. haha.

'you know, we have a pai kia here,
ya. pai kia. now, she go to the chamber of secrets ya?
then a guai kia come out! waoh!'

'you know, technology is not perfect...but babarala is!'

'come on! drink some water, and put on your make-up.
and here we go again! move to your right,
shake your shoulders'

haha. super funny. ^^
then went back to mbs with ali.
as pres in mbs, we can only go in after 1.30.
waited damn freaking long.
went to ali's student care first.
she go around introducing her mr park yoochun to anyone who asked her if she got boyfriend already.
and say she is mrs park. haha.
then went to the playground.
ya.
then is 1.30 ler. ^^
new campus = damn big+jealous!
it is super big.
you wnt get lost, but you wnt know where is the staff room and stuffs.
din get to see lailaoshi.
most of the chinese teachers left.
saw mrs sum.
haha. she remembers my surname.
HAHA.
her memory is super good.
then went back to 6k classroom...
currently 6a's classroom.
it is enlarged.
we sat back according to our register order.
it seems so familiar and strange at the same time.
miss 6k lots.
miss making the teacher(s) angry together.
miss the noises.
miss everyone.
we are still talking about how mdm koh always bang the whiteboard
and look at the eco pond's fishes every time she is angry.
haha.
then saw mdm yeo.
omt lar.
she remembered that i was a prefect. haha
ya...being a prefect is just so long ago.
very long ago.
never get to do duty for many years.
contributing to the school with a leadership position...
so long ago.
dsa through leadership qualities and pipa.
haha.
i think nygh is crazy for letting me go in through dsa.
i did nth in both of them.
haha.
this is kinda good actually.
leadership positions change ppl.
you have got to admit this.
i only realise this last year.
cause i am really tired...
nvm if you don't understnad. ^^

pipa outing is very fun.
seeing all the seniors
sitting together as 14 ppl on a table and eating.
noises and FEEDBACK FORMS.
haha.
farewell surprise mark the final farewell for our sec4s.
sad but...
wat can we do?
haha.......

i think i should end here.
kinda emo now.
if i go on i don't thin you want to read either.
i shall stop here. ^^

2009-08-16T15:56:00.000+08:00

ok.
i am back.
this blog is dead.
nvm.
founder's day is over.
really a nice day...
if you exclude the whole damn front part away. HAHA
anw. was suppose to do 1 shift only.
but when we are 3min to the end of our shift,
orders start coming in...
ppl start coming to collect their badges.
totally...OMT.
then we did like 2.5 sifts. O.O
left our stall at around 10.30 lor!
haha.
then went to change coupons,
and buy food. ^^
then walked around all the stalls...
din really take a close look at the canteen stalls.
too lazy. and rushing.
din go haunted house oso...
only 1 haunted house.
I WANT MY CLASS TO DO HAUNTED HOUSE NEXT YEEAR!!
SOOO COOL! ^^
anw.
went to lejing's stall to do 'dong bang shin ki' hand glitters.
haha. it was kind of screwed.
only can see the dong and ki.
HAHA. but nvm.
still love it. ^^
it was there until....
me and kymberly went back to our stall at 11.20.
thinking to just check if all was ok.
then we go see the stalls in the hall...
but in the end. WALAO.
once i reached the stall with me RED balloons tied to my finger,
they start telling me.
'huilin, can you save the badge machine? it cannot work ler!'
totally O_O.
i tried on the machine twice.
then the problem seems so familiar.
then i stopped and stared at the machine.
at first i thought the machine need to rest.
then i suddenly remembered wat is the problem ler.^^
damn happy.
then i solved the problem.
and become i do the badges ler.
cos the orders were like...totally OMT lar.
damn alot.
and then i don't care ler. i just do the badges.
but then...
after i did the badges, they din give the ppl who ordered them!
so was like...lots of badges on the table.
i totally just shout and ask ler.
and then still got lots of ppl din come and get their pre-ordered badges.
just ask my class ppl to call them ler.
SOME STILL SAY WANT TO COME AND GET ON MON.
walao. i totally just shouted to the phone when my classmate ask if they can do that.
'COME NOW AND GET YOUR FREAKING BADGES NO MATTER YOU HAVE COUPONS OR NOT. WE ACCEPT CASH! COME NOW!'
last min orders are like...lots.
we are the last class in the hall to finish packing ok!
orders keep coming in although the funfair is suppose to stop at 11.30.
we stopped 12+ lar!
haha.
nvm. ^^ still super happy.
THE CLASS THAT MADE THE MOST MONEY IN TODAY'S FUNAIR IS OUR CLASS!!!!
$800++++!!!!
^^
super happy.
HAHA!!! me and wanqing just jumped up. HAHA ^^
ok. then due to spirit day..
i seriously think i got heat stroke.
then went to ali's class to give her 2ne1's badge.
then we saw her with her friends playing with helium.
^^
totally reminded me of dbsk...uhhum. ^^
then we played along after jaime's cute helium voice. HAHA
I SUCCEEDED!!! ^^
damn cool!!
and the last time i played with it...
it lasted damn long!!!
^^
so fun.
then kymberly's mum came to get us to eat icecream!!!
^^
super nice.
then due to 'heat stroke',
cannot get to help her mum break the 2800++ record.
haha. but when i played on com that day at night.
i got 2800++!!
beat jolyn's weekly score again, HAHA
so fun.
haha.
watched 'picture of you' mv...
many things start coming into my mind...
so...tears start coming donw?!
dunno. at the end of the day i was like thinking...
'since when a mv can make me cry?'
haha...

More than the air I breathe...

2009-06-23T13:02:00.002+08:00

ok!
i am here to update!
haha...
last fri went to watch MOECO camp showcase. haha.
went there with amanda to support
LEJING, KRYSTAL, HAZEL, WENDY, LIXIAN, CASS, YINGXUAN DORA and XINYI. ^^
hahah...have to really say that they all played very well.
in 5 days. all from different orchestras.
really well done.
the songs are nice. ^^
but orchestra B is better than A. haha.
sorry to orchestra A ppl, but B did a better job.
the dizi solos are more 'zun' than A and
the encore is super nice. HAHA.
after that...waited fro TBRs to come out.
walao. they took super long lor. HAHA
then waited for lejing so that she, me, adelyn and xiaohan can go for dinner. ^^
went plaza sing again, haha
ate mos burger, drank milk tea. super nice. haha.
then we chatted until we forgot the time ok!
lixian joined us in the middle.
had fun talking about syco, mr quek's funny jokes, telling lixian and lejing about the nyco days when they are gone....blah blah blah. hahaha.
^^
then we went home after that. ^^

next is...oh! yesterday.
went to kymberly's house to do chinese, cme and ih sia.
walao. sias sucks
nvm. jan was late for 30 MIN!
nvm. haha.
then we started with chinese.
jan do the parts which she volunteered to do first.
then we just start crapping about..
heels, make-ups, graces, kymberly's new specs, posters, cards...BLAH BLAH BLAH. hahaha.
super fun. ^^
we called ppl to ask about CME, in the end no one finished the thing.
so we decided to leave it aside. hahaha
then after jan finished, the rest is like me and kymberly do. -.-
nvm. we had lunch prepared by mrs tan! HAHAHA
kymberly's mum to be exact. ^^
laska was super nice. but i din eat the vege. haha.
went back to do chinese.
omt. super difficult to find info lor. and the surveys. hiaz...
then hairou came. HAHA.
suppose to start IH. but we haven finish chinese.
by then we finished chinese, already 4++.
hiaz...actually IH don't need to do already. mary did all. HAHA
ok...so IH is done as well. ^^
had tea prepared by mrs tan.
HAHA. really like those kind of afternoon tea for rich tai tais ok! HAHA
we left kymberly's house at...6.15!?
ya...kymberly WALKED us to petir station.
WAH.
haha...still say wat she walk very fast.
and say its very far. not exactly lar. ^^
around the same as how far i walk from jurong central back home. ^^
ok. its a nice day. ^^

worse thing is...
THERE IS NO CCA THIS WEEK!!!
omt...i am going to rot today and on thurs!
hiaz...take these days to complete geog SIA, think of physics SIA and finish up chinese reading thing ba.
homework are all almost done!
^^
haha...super happy. ^^
ok. going back to geog ler. BYEBYE! ^^

最有成就感的一天

2009-06-13T11:37:00.003+08:00

OMG YESTERDAY WAS THE HAPPIEST AND MOST ACHIEVING DAY IN THE HOLIDAYS!

WE TOTALLY RAWK OK!

WE MADE FREAKING THREE HUNDRED AND SEVENTY BADGES IN ONE DAY, FROM 10am-6.30pm! ALL THANKS TO ME, KYMBERLY, LISA, SAMANTHA, YITING, KANGNING, EUNICE AND YIJING.

and mr lim will remember us forever because he know we are the class that chionged all 370 badges orders in ONE DAY. FEEL DAMN DAMN DAMN ACCOMPLISHING. AH.

reached sch at 10. went to G.O to get classroom key so that i can get the badges out of the class. then...we only JUST started and we realised it is like 11am ler. cos apparantly we talked lots of crap before we decided to move to mac lab to start work. HAHA. then...we prepared for yiting's birthday surprise. me and kymberly went down to get the candles lighted with the asian delight stall's auntie's help. ^^ then kymberly 小心翼翼de hold onto the cake and bring it up to level 2. HAHA. then i happily went in to call lisa kangning and sama out. THE CAKE IS FREAKING NICE OK!!

I KNOW THE LEFT SIDE IS THE NICEST. ^^ then yiting let me eat the left side. HAHA!! i eat all the corners first...then in the end totally just left the face. i don't dare and 不忍心吃. HAHA. in the end kymberly was like 'eat the whole thing lar! put it into your mouth!' HAHA!! then i just put it in lor! so now...jaejoong is in me! ^^ HAHA...

at first we say 12.30 go eat. then drag and drag. cos i finally found the CORRECT way to use the machine so get damn addicted and we keep saying 'finish this person first' HAHA. in the end...we went out to eat at 1.35pm i think?!! HAHA. super late. we went to coro, to eat and photocopy those designs which need to be in large quantities, walao! the auntie cheat our money lar!! suppose to be able to squeeze in with 7 pages of A3 size. then...the auntie printed extra badges and is like in the end it ended with 9 pages lar!!! walao. and cost $27!! wth?!!? damn broke now. i paid $12, kymberly paid $15, then lisa went out alone to photocopy the rest at around 5 and she spent $14. damn sad for us. all broke ler. total we spent liek $41!! -.- and lisa printed some designs at home. so we just tell lisa to claim $50 from treasurer. lisa apparantly printed more than 100 badges alone at home and still got the photocopying of templates. ya. ^^ we just rawk.

lisa came back at 6 with 2 helpers~ haha. can replace sama and yiting with eunice and yijing. so they just keep cutting and cutting and i keep pressing and pressing. kymberly was damn funny. in the end when i am like pressing the badges, and kymberly, lisa, eunice and yijing were cutting the circles, kymberly was like "aiya who cares got the circle shape can already". HAHA. we were all cutting, pressing and drawing till our arms and hands and fingers hurt. then in the end i was like" did i put plastic?" "aiya nvm" *slams down machine handle* *take out and see* "oh i did". HAHA. totally do until my eyes got problem already ok!

i tell you, i press the machine until hand and arm damn pain ok. history better remember us. our three hundred and seventy badges in 8 hours. minues three hours for lunch and yiting's brithday surprise, photocopying of things, and talking crap and choosing of photos ^^. in 5 hours. you think it's easy? want to try? can die ok!!!

today got muscle ache. walao. whole body ok!!!! -.- i want to die liao. nvm. gtg. BYE! ^^

2009-06-08T23:45:00.002+08:00

today is FUN! ^^
thanks to kymberly tan and her family!! HAHA
even if it is only a few seconds, it is super worth it.
haha.
nights people. ^^
totally in love with a postman.

2009-06-07T23:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, KIM HYUN JOONG!!!!
(aka kymberly's 4th husband, forced to do this. haha^^)

nypipa present

2009-06-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

thank you nypipa!!
thank you for the card.
thank you for the book planners.
thank you for the couple keychain.
thank you for the pencil with korean words on it.
thank you for all the well wishes written on the card.
thank you for the beautiful jaejoong photo attatched together with the planner.
thank you all sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
most of all...
THANK ALL OF YOU FOR ALL YOUR LOVEs IN ALL THESE YEARS. will love you all
FOREVER. ^^

2009-06-04T19:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICKY PARK YOOCHUN!! ^^

haha...can't wait for heaven's postman to be out.
but i seriously cannot stand seeing jaejoong kiss the girl.
omt..
I WANT TO WATCH DANCE SUBARU!!
denise, you are making me soo jealous!
but nvm. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILIN! =)

2009-05-25T21:40:00.011+08:00

YO!!!
today...
Kua Hui Lin officially turn 15! =)
even though i am older 1 years old,
but i am still young at heart. =)
today is really a HAPPY birthday.
reached school at 7+ as usual.=)
sabbaticals...humor and juggle art.
kind of fun lar. =)
then recess...HAHA.
singqing...you are so obvious.
but...really love the cake!!!
then went out with KYMBERLY, HAIROU AND YITING.
went to kallang leisure park, go eat lunch at pasta mania...
then they paid for me and hairou snatched the reciept away when i wanted to see it. -.-
then we went ICE-SKATING. haha..
as you all should know...i fell before right??
so...that fall really affects my life alot.
i dunno why, suddenly very scared of falling...
and my legs are like...walao.
useless now.
but thank you kymberly and hairou!
haha...although you 2 skate crazily fast,
but the 'tour' around the ice-rink was fun. =)
then...we waited for hairou's dad to fetch us to bugis. =)
went to bugis and hairou went home.
kymberly showed me a shop.
was damn surprised when i saw what was inside!!
omt..
it really just looks like a normal sweets shop.
then...THERE ARE LIKE MANY KOREAN CARDS AND POSTER SOLD INSIDE!!
omt...
the moment i stepped in..
i saw...JAEJOONG'S FACE.
i was freaking shocked ok!
haha...to think kymberly actually found this shop. haha...
then we went home =)
that is my birthday. =)
so...some thank you and pics. =)

many thanks and love to these ppl who wished me happy birthday: WANQING, KANGNING, MARY, LAUREN, JOY, SHERBIE, ABBIE, MUNNING, SHEILA, BEN, MABEL, STEFANIE,YIJIAO,YUKA, JESLYN, RACHEL TAN, RACHEL LIM, YIJING, KAILING JIE JIE, LISA, SAMANTHA(X3), CHERRY, MS LIM CHOO LI, NOON, HANNAH, ADELYN, LAITENG, KRYSTAL, JIESHIN, HAZEL, YIMENG, HEMIN, JIAYI, NYPIPA, NYCO...AND MANYOTHERS.

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
MY DEAREST FAMILY. THANK YOU MUMMY, DADDY, DA JIE, AND XIAOMEI. LOVE ALL OF YOU ALWAYS. THANK YOU MUMMY FOR YOUR ICE-CREAM PHONE, THANK YOU DADDY FOR YOUR DINNER AND CAKE, THANK YOU JIEJIE AND MEIMEI FOR YOUR SURPRISES. =)

6 OF YOU. THANK YOU ALL SOOO MUCH FOR THE SURPRISE 'PARTY'. THANK YOU SINGQING FOR YOUR GREATEST EFFORT IN TRYING TO DRAG ME AWAY. THANK YOU WEIMIN FOR YOUR RETARDEDNESS THAT CHEERED ME UP. THANK YOU HUIZHEN FOR YOUR LAMENESS THAT MAKE ME LAUGH EVERY TIME YOU TALK. THANK YOU GRACIE FOR YOUR SACARSTICNESS, TOTALLY LOVE IT. THANK YOU JAN FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT CLASSMATE AND GOOD FRIEND FOR 3 YEARS. THANK YOU ALI(CIA) FOR EVERYTHING, REALLY THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND FOR SOO LONG. =) JUST THANK ALL OF YOU. THANKS FOR THE BIG PINK CAKE AND MAKING MY BIRTHDAY SO COMPLETE. IT WILL BE INCOMPLETE WITHOUT YOU ALL. REALLY. WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU ALL.

YITING. THANK YOU FOR YOUR LIPGLOSS. =) WILL DEFINITELY USE IT. THANK YOU FOR YOUR LUNCH.THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANYING ME OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY AND TREATING ME TO LUNCH. I KNOW YOU SPENT LOTS OF MONEY. THANK YOU SO MUCH. LOVE YOU YOO. =)

HAIROU. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CAREBEAR. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CARD. THANK YOU FOR YOUR JAEJOONG CALENDAR CARDS. THANK YOU FOR YOUR LUNCH. THANK YOU FOR YOUR ICE-RINK 'TOUR'. JUST MILLIONS OF THANKS TO YOU FOR PUTTING SUCH GREAT EFFORT TO MAKE MY BIRTHDAY SO COMPLETE. AND YOU MUST HAVE SPENT ALOT. REALLY THANK YOU AND LOVE YOU LOTS ALWAYS. =)

KYMBERLY TAN-JUNG-LEE-SHIM-KIM. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CAREBEAR. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CARD. THANK YOU FOR YOUR JAEJOONG BOARD (totally love it lots!!!). THANK YOU FOR THE JAEJOONG CARDS. THANK YOU FOR YOUR LUNCH. THANK YOU FOR YOUR ICE-RINK TOUR. THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANYING ME ALWAYS. THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME SOO MUCH. THANK YOU FOR ENTERTAINING ME ALWAYS. THANK YOU FOR ENCOURAGING ME ALWAYS. JUST TRILLION THANKS TO YOU!!!!!! ALL THESE EFFORTS THAT YOU PUT IN IN ORDER TO MAKE ME HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY. YOU MUST HAVE SPENT ALOT ALOT. =( I PROMISE I WILL LET YOU HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON NOVEMBER 8 TOO! =) IONIC COMPOUND FOREVER. LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER. =)

not only these people. many thanks to other people too. but kind of lazy to write. haha. just thank you all soo much. cannot be expressed in words. will be kept in the bottom of my heart forever. =) below are some photos of my presents. =) HAHA...
haha...this is...chocolate BAR for kymberly. haha...she demanded for it! haha...
this is lame. we went to play with the fortune teller thingo. HAHA...my luck is high!! =) but...you all may have to attend my funeral. HAHA...hairou and lymberly's life damn high. HAHA...ps: and their 'sex' oso super high!! HAHA
JAEJOONG calendar from hairou! =) CAREBEAR!!!! the super big one!! =)
if you can see...it is actually mrs jung-kim-shim-lee! aka kymberly! HAHA!!!
erm...this is...wrapping paper haha...the pattern is nice. =)
kymberly's card. =)
mabel's card.
lipgloss! =) from yiting.
hairou's card. =)
JAEJOONG CARDS!! =)
thank you wanqing and kangning! love the jaejoong card too! =) HAHA =)
mabel's gift. pink stuffs! =)
THIS IS THE JAEJOONG BOARD!!!!!!! damn freaking nice!!! omt...hang in on the wall. HAHA...=p

yup. that's it. =) happy 15th birthday to me. =)

2009-05-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

ok. changed blogskin
DENISE, is changmin ok i this photo?!!?
=)
jaejoong's eyes are damn freaking nice.
just look at his big eyes.
HAHA.
AMANDA, is uknow ok in here!??!
hiaz...you all har. lots of comments lor!
i don't care liao.
if you all say somemore,
i am so going to put jaejoong's face ONLY! =)
haha...
open house damn sian and tiring.
last day of 'studying' is over!
=)
now super slack.
2 more days to the BIG DAY! HAHA

i am kind of sad.
hiaz...why all 3 schools from day3 of the syf!??!
WHY?!?!
kind of dissapointed. =(
emo night...for me to listen to songs. =)

2009-05-12T20:21:00.002+08:00

there you go yiting!
jaejoong's face is so big!!
=)
haha...to those who dunno jaejoong...
he is the middle one holding the camera. =)
haha...
brainwashed. =)

2009-05-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

come on, hcco.
JIAYOU and ALL THE BEST!!!
tmr is YOUR big day=)
inspire people with your music.
surprise people with your team spirit.
HCCO, GWH! =)
jiayou my dear lovely seniors! =)

2009-04-24T21:54:00.001+08:00

SYF 2009 results announcement.MP3 -

2009-04-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
totally cried.
cannot control my tears today
this is such a perfect day...
which will make me rmb it forever and ever. =)
NYCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HEART YOU!!!!!!!! =)

2009-04-20T21:34:00.003+08:00

AND TMR IS NotYourConventionalOrchestra's BIG BIG DAY!!!!!!!!!
its the day for us to prove ourselves after so many months of hardwork,
its the day for us to shine,
its day when nyco get GWH again!!!
we are as one,
playing music as one,
hearts linked together as one,
therefore, we are playing music from heart together as one!!!!!

NYCOSYF TEAM09, it's music from the heart

81 HEARTS! :D
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credits to laiweng for the 81 hearts. =)

2009-04-18T11:56:00.002+08:00

this time i am REALLY lame ler...=(
should have been more careful. =(
syf coming...
3 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i can't even walk properly!!!!
omt...how to walk up stage??
hopes it gets well tmr!!!
=( =(
must bare with it huilin!!!
JIAYOU NYCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love all of you.
must listen to the music played with our hearts. =)

2009-04-06T22:04:00.004+08:00

How many roses do i send?
1: Symbolise 'love at the first sight'; you are the one.
2: Mutual love, deeply in love with one another.
3: Traditional 1st month anniversary gift, meaning: I LOVE YOU!
6: Whether a school crush or a mature relationship, 6 symbolizes infatuation
9: Represents an Eternal love; We'll be together forever!!
11: Tell someone: You are my treasured one; the 1 i love most in my life.
12: Give someone a perfect dozen represent: BE MINE.
15: Need to let someone know that you're truly sorry? send 15 roses.
24: Represents 'Forever yours! Can't stop thinking about you, 24hours, everyday.'
99: 99 roses say, I will love you for as long as i live!!

Red	Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion
Pink	Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts
Yellow	In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.
White	Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"
Lavender/Purple	Love at first sight and enchantment
Orange	Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination

HAHA...i love 12 and 24!! HAHA...so sweet. =) pink is nice!!! =)
haha...why do i type this??
went to coronation plaza to buy hairou's competition present.
FRIST TIME ppl requested for their competition present.
HAIROU IS THE THICK-FACE PRE-MATURE BABY.
HAHAHA...damn funny...
today i whole day call her pre-mature baby. =p
ok lar...yiting was suppose to accompanyme...
then something happened in between. -.-
fine...then i went on my own,
don't have helium balloons that hairou wanted...
so i bought her something like this...
cute right???
haha...but the lady wrapped it nicer than this.
forgot to take a photo of it. =(
but it is really nice..the lady is super nice too!!!
HAHA...i bought them from 'a simple lifestory'
haha...and the photo is from 'www.asimplelifestory.com'
oops...am i advertising or something??
HAHA...oh...and an additional balloon(not helium)
ya...
aiya..the present is as nice as me jiu dui ler. =)
just a present to wish her all the best for tmr's com lar.
haha...if you ask me why i buy it for her right...
it is cause...
if i don't buy, i will feel guilty?!?!
HAHA...sort of...
tingting! rest assure, i will buy you competition present too!!!
HAHA...
and don't forget my syf present!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA...syf.
15 DAYS!!!! O_O
going to miss chem on thurs cos got co prac!!!
HAHAHA...i wnt miss much...
at least better than missing wed's CLC lecture and maths. =)
need to rush geog liao.
=)
love,
huilin

2009-04-01T20:27:00.003+08:00

syf is 20 days to go.
and syf rehearsal is this sat.
band is going for their syf in 2 days.
GO BAND, YOU ALL PLAYED WELL!!
ALL THE BEST!!! =)
GO HUIZHEN!!! <3

dear nyco,
syf is coming nearer. we should really all put our heart into it by now before it gets too late. like what mrs ee says, if we feel that we already played our best on stage on 21april2009,4.30pm at SCH stage, a gold with honours/gold/silver/bronze or even participation doesn't even matters. but if you didn't put your heart into what you played, there is no BEST PERFORMANCE, there will only be regret. lets all not dissapoint our seniors, teachers and ourselves. i know we can all do this together. GO NYCO!!!! <3 all of you!! =)

love,
huilin

2009-03-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

I LOVE CRAZYGIRLS AND KYMBERLY!!!!!!!!!! <333333
but i know they love me MORE!!! =)

back from OBS!!!!

2009-03-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

hi everyone!!
damn long din post ler.
super busy. HAHA.
just came back from obs...
trekked more than 10km with 30++kg bagpack in 5 days.
rowed around 9km of BOAT.
din get to kayak cos we rowed the boat. =(
jetty jump was fun!! suprisingly!!
haha...!!
miss obs lots...
miss lots of things...
maybe is cos there is no worries over there,
can go as crazy as you want...
CRAZYGIRLS!!
haha...
just super fun.
and i am glad that i went!!
lots of stuffs...i prefer to say then type. HAHA
din manage to overcome my phobia of heights...but nvm. =)

NYCO SYF DATE: 21/04/2009!!
TIME: 4.30pm!!
WE MUST JIAYOU!!!
cannot let seniors, instructors, mrs ee, teachers i/c and most importantly OURSELVES down! =)
cannot have the regret in our live. =)
JIAYOU!!!! =)

my foot still hurts!!! =(

2009-02-16T22:14:00.001+08:00

i am going to get my new specs on
WED!!!!
HAHA...
damn eager to see how i look like in my new specs.
hope that i look NORMAL.
HAHA...=)
still got geog proposal to chiong.
that's all. =)

2009-02-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

this week is super busy...
i did the poowerpoint slides until 1am+.
omt..
MORE TO COME!
chem+physics+LA+CHINESE+CME!!!
maths is term3!
haha...i love maths!! =)
SIAs+assignments+homework = killing!!
dunno if i can pass this year.
many things happened this week.
something happened early in the morning one day..
and i am sad.
cannot explain out...
dunno where to start...
dunno how to tell ppl...
so i would rather keep it to my heart.
i shall be the only one worrying,
be the only one that may cry in her nights when emo-ness comes...
i decided to sleep EARLIER on fri nights!
so that my panda eyes wnt be so deep!!
=(
but now i like damn pathetic...
sleep early = 12am
omt..
now the only way for me to destress is..
do homework at mac, eat mcflurry/sundae while doing work. =)
and use my com!
haha...
dazu tmr...
sec1s came in on thurs..
don't feel like commenting...
HUIBAO COMING SOON!!
=(=(=(=(
and dear nyco, we now have less than 3 months to prac and prac.
i don't wish to regret only after we get our results.
i am SURE we can do well.
jiayou nyco!!
<3 all of you lots!!
and i got cip on valentines day!!!
stupid...want to stay at home and rest oso cannot.
12-5 leh!!
full 5 hours!
i will faint at orchard!
haha..
my friend was like 'luckily i don't have valentine..'
haha...
i think that is all.
=)=)
jiayou huilin!!
for SIAs, assignments, homework, quizzes and..
CCA!!!!
haha...nights!
=)

2009-01-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

i am piled up with
HOMEWORK, ASSIGNMENTS, SIAs and
all those NEW STUFFS THAT I LEARN THIS YEAR.
QUIZZES!!!!!
er!! must really mug hard!!
i am just super tired!!
nyco cheered me up but
i am still tired.
no matter how much i love nyco,
i still feel tired!!
thurs, fri, sat and this week got SUN
cause got SYF REHEARSAL!!!
jiayou nyco!!
i am going to do maths ler.
that's all.......
I WANT TO SLEEP!!

so glad that huibao is postponed...if not i am going to screw it.
haha...jiayou huilin!!=)
and jiayou to all fellow sec3s, seniors and juniors(sec1 and 2 life is like heaven!!)...
haha.

2009-01-24T21:29:00.002+08:00

hi everyone!!
HAPPY CNY!!!
at first got lots to say...
but i forgot liao.
haha!!
i am getting blurer and blurer!!!
omg...who influenced me that!!
nvm...
i managed to buy my cny clothes!!
haha...really last min shopping.
i love all my clothes!!!
my tops are all PINK!!!
different shades of PINK!!
haha...damn nice!
but they are of different styles..
ya..
=)
today is a happy day!!
and i finially realise that nyco is really a BIG part of my life..
kind of boring without co pracs...
i dunno why,
but i got a feeling that if i dun join either syco/hcco in my jc years,
i will be damn bored!!
and my life will be no life..
haha...so i shall join either one of the co!!
=)=)
but i dunno which one to go!!
hcco got many seniors...
and i feel like going back to syco too..
nvm...shall wait for lixian to decide!
haha!!!!
or maybe i should go for both audition,
then i decide??
maybe one of the co wnt want me!!
haha!!!
then i dun need to worry about which one to choose ler!
haha!!!
once again...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! =)

2009-01-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

KUA HUI LIN'S AIM FOR THIS YEAR!!

to be a 60% mugger!!!!
1. must be prepared for every quiz/test!
2. cannot get lower than 70% for every quiz or test!
3. must finish all the homeworks on the day itself!
4. cannot get lower than 75% for each graded homework!
5. read newspaper everyday!

haha...currently, i am still working well with my plans!!
but i am not going to carry a book around and read wherever i go.
=)=)
that is so not me.
HAHA...
ok...that is all.
=)

2009-01-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

i changed a new skin again...
haha...cos i think the previous skin to dark ler.
=)
changing skin is like damn fast now
haha...i only took 10 min!!
=)
homeworks are pilling up on me!!!
jiayou huilin! =)

2009-01-11T19:57:00.002+08:00

ok...
and i changed a new skin!
haha...
finished the whole twilight series
and feel damn 'empty' now.
=(
romance stories are always so damn nice!!
=)=)=)
now i am like flooded with hw..
FIRST WEEK OF SCH!!
full of hw!!
omt..
so i will not have much time to blog.
and co practices are getting more and more.
TUES, THURS, FRI and SAT.
haha...i enjoy all the practices. =)
but the practices are not really good. =(
still got ALOT of problems.
omg...syf is like 3 months away?!
even pipa oso need to pia!!
our DYNAMICS, PHRASING AND FEELINGS!!
hiaz...lunch prac!!
and cny performance is like...
next next FRI!!!!
omg...
come on NYCO!!
we can do it!!
i am very sure of that!!
=)
lets pia together and dun dissapoint our seniors!!!!
=)=)=)

2009-01-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

today damn busy...
CCA EXHIBITION!!
haha...one of the publicity ppl.
so me and jessy went around to ask ppl to join nyco,
which is the BEST CCA in nygh!!
haha...=)
yay!!
and we manage to get 20+ ppl!!!
haha...and when added up to the total,
nyco attracted 74 ppl this year!!!
wooh!! =)
haha...
damn tired after that.
i doubt my throat ulser is going to heal soon.
=(=(=(
omg...damn pain!!!
2 at my lips there and 1 DAMN BIG de at my throat there.
stupid ulsers!!!
nvm...today was kind of fun.
=)=)
cos it is cca day.
haha!!
waiting for my stupid bus spoils my mood.
on the bus trip my head was like aching like siao.
then finally there is a seat for me to sit and sleep on!
haha...=)
a little bit feverish...
so fever+headache is totally sucks!!
ok...busy day. =)
and i love my cca lots.
sat got practice.
4 times a week.
hardworking ya?!
=)=)
and i am going for SYF!!!
haha...jiayou juniors and yingjing.
shall pop in with amanda for tmr's lunch prac
which doesn't includes us in the first place.
haha!!! =)
CCA IS DAMN FUN AND
I LOVE NYCO FOREVER!! =)

2009-01-04T20:53:00.002+08:00

ok...so sch started!!
=)=)=)
kind of fun. haha...
oh...and huiyin passed away.
i am still emo-ing now.
but getting better. =)
because i have many ppl who cares about me!!
omg...i feel so blessed.
haha...=)
dun feel like blogging anymore ler...
oh...and i BOUGHT BREAKING DAWN!!!
haha...damn happy.
i read it until 4AM yesterday.
haha...it is just so nice!!!
i love twilight series.
i love stephenie meyer!!
haha...=)
that is all.=)

2008-12-25T23:15:00.002+08:00

merry christmas everyone...
you all may be happily celebrating now but
everything is different for huiying's family(my sis's friend)
huiying is in a coma now...
something happen to her blood vessels in her brain.
when i heard of it iwas damn shocked.
i was wondering..
WHY IS LIFE SO FRAGILE???
heaven is just so cruel to take away such a
intelligent, obedient and cheerful girl.
and the doctor claimed that she will only wake up/recover
if there is miracle.
i feel damn sorry for her.
huiying is just 16, and heaven wants to take her away.
WHY!!!!!!!!
huiying could hear what my sis and her friends said...
she cried.
i am feeling very sad.
very very sad.
and isn't everyone suppose to be treated fairly?
i dunno...
i feel so 绝望。
i wouldn't know what will happen to me
or my family
or my dear friends the next moment.
life is just so fragile...
emo-ness is never gone...
my tears will dry up someday.
but i promise i will never show my emo side to my friends...
or to anyone.
i will only keep it to myself,
and my soft toy.
i promise i will only bring joy and happiness to my friends.
trust me...=)

and happy birthday to my dear soft toy tortoise,
BINGBING. you are 2 years old.
bingbing knows all my secrets,
so if you want to know my serets, try to open her mouth.
but i will never let anyone know.

merry christmas.

2008-12-20T20:22:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE!!!
I AM BACK TO SINGAPORE!!!
taiwan is damn fun!!
not going to talk much about it lar...
if you want to see photos go to my facebook acc to see.
=) it is easier and faster to upload there.
=)=)=)=)
i miss studying...
and i miss co when i already had co the day before...
and yiping is seriously damn easy to bully!!
haha...=)
and i have a video which showcase all the ruanliu ppl's unglamness except
KRYSTAL.
haha...krystal is damn glam!
haha...yp is the most unglam de!!
shall not post it since i promised her not to.
=)=)=)
co camp rawks and i missed 2 days of it.
i went for the last day...
and it was a happy day!!
=)=)=)=)
and my huibao is like 30 JAN!!
ppl, dun look forward to me huibao-ing shi mian mai fu!!
i din prac it for a long time!!
ah!!!
nvm...and this is the first time i feel that spring cleaning is fun!!
=)=)=)=)
i think that is all...
done!
=)=)=)

2008-12-09T15:03:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!
i am too busy to blog for the pass few days.
haha...
i wake up at 11+pm/12+pm everyday.
haha!!!
den i am too engross in reading twilight.
=)=)=)
waited for my sis to finish it before i can start.
i am like in love with TWILIGHT and OTHER SERIES!!
i am reading new moon now.
going to finish...damn nice.
just that the middle part damn boring cos dun have edward.
haha...
edward and bella damn cute!!
haha...so loving.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
ok...i am blogging now
not because i am damn free.
cos i am leaving my house to the airport
to TAIWAN!!!!!
haha...
so i am here telling all of you that i am going off!
=)=)=)=)
i WILL have fun. =)
haha...
ps: TWILIGHT movie is super duper nice if you have read the book/ you love twilight no matter wat. haha!! =)

2008-11-21T13:09:00.003+08:00

i know i didn't blog for almost 3 weeks...
so i am blogging now!
haha...
choral and drama night is a big success!!!!
on our performance night,
207 totally rule the whole night!!!!
haha...
207B is the opening show,
and 207B is the finale!!!!!!
izzit the GREAT??????
i am so proud of 207!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)=)=)=)=)=)
on that day i realized somethings!!

1) gracie's PSP is damn nice to play!!!
2) MAKE-UPS ARE DAMN FUN!!!!
3) the class-spirit of 207 is back...(a little bit late ler.)

haha...you should be starring at number 2 ba.
make-ups are really really fun!!
esp. mascara!!! haha...
on that day, before i even helped myself do the make-ups,
i helped many many ppl put make-ups!!
so damn fun!! and they turned out well lor.
i helped...
alicia(whole face), abigail(everything except foundation), huiyun(mascara+eyeshadow), zhenmay(some stuffs, forgot ler), hannah(mascara+eyeshadow), yiting(mascara), amanda(whole face, thanks for your mascara!=)), xinyung(touch-up), wanting(everything except foundation, keep saying she looks pale), weimin(wholeface), munning(foundation+blusher), singqing(wholeface, but after that she went to play with make-ups).
omg...i helped 12 ppl make-up!
haha...but it is really fun!!
=)=)=)=)
i didn't take photos that day, so i dun have photos.
but other ppl did take photos,
some of the photos i looked unglam, and some i look damn ugly cos i am not look at the cam.
only one is quite ok...
the one i took with mabel. =)
anw, after performance night,
we have our fundraising night!!
we sold daisies and roses at $3 each!! and 6 for $15!!
haha...quite ex, but we sold ALL!!!!
and we earned $308!!!
haha...but is the second class,
behind 209 which sold hotdog breads and drinks,
they earned $323.80 i think.
nvm...
but 207 did very well in both nights!!
but sadly, that is the last thing that we do together as a class..
i will miss all of you...=(
nyco concert photo!! haha...a random photo...SMILE!me and mabel...choral and drama night.

grade 9 pipa exam is TMR!!!!!
JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!
HUILIN! YOU CAN DO IT DE!!!
haha...=)

2008-11-05T12:54:00.003+08:00

i know i didn't update for a long long time.
many things 'happened'
we had our last day of sch, last day with 207 officially,
class chalet, me losing my wallet and also big walk.
last day of sch was quite ok...
i think 207's singing really touched mr chia and mdmhu bei.
i will always remember all the times i had with 207. i will never forget anyone of you.
esp. the seven of us.
jump shot. ps: look at huizhen from left to right: ah qing, jan, ali, huizhen, weimin, ME and gracie. <3

and here are some big walk pics. 5 km walk is damn boring. everyone walk so slowly. =(
even dog went for the big walk! so cute right??? haha...
i am too lazy to flip it. it is me and my sis. =)

lastly, it is class chalet. our class was splitted into 4 groups and we only met when we bbq. i have no idea who stayed over but the 7 of us left at 7+ together. we had fun strolling along the beach and onli ah qing went INTO the sea. haha...she got herself soaked! haha...seven of us had fun. =)
we managed see the sunset. =) my phone camera sucks. but the scene is really beautiful. =)

2008-10-17T23:28:00.003+08:00

yesterday was super fun!!
haha...the art of jay-escalating.
=)=)=)
i think we/i seriously walked alot yesterday.
first, we met at bugis.
then amanda was late, so we went to the food junction to buy food first.
then she called me to tell me that she reached bugis ler,
den i went down to fetch her from the bus-stop.
but amanda lim jiaying played hide-and-seek with me!
i went down and keep looking around for her
but she was nowhere in sight.
-.-
den i called denise to tell her i that i can't find amanda.
and tell her to call me if amanda went up to find them by herself.
and she did.
SHE WENT UP BY HERSELF!!!
and her phone got no battery so she can't pick up my calls.
hiaz.
anyway, after that we walked to suntec city.
on our way, we bought ice-creams!!!!!
damn nice!!!!
me and amanda shared the sarsi and berries de.
super nice!!!!
=)=)=)=)
den we went to some ulu ulu movie theatre.
we were damn scared then decided to leave.
and here comes the jay-escalating part.
there is no escalater to let us go down!!!
and we can only take the lift!!!
which is...=(
so...we jay-escalated.
haha...
when we reach suntec, amanda have to leave ler.
=(
so after sending her off to the mrt,we proceed to buy the stuffs.
=)=)=)
it is damn fun choosing the gifts!!!!
haha...
after that,
we went to plaza singapura,
cause songyang, rachel, denise and lixian want to watch
20th century boys.
-.-
so, me, yuka and yunge went shopping!
=)=)=)=)
we were first stuck in action city,
the stuffs were damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha...
and we met hazel, krystal and lejing mummy!
haha....=)
then later, we went to sembawang cd shop.
HAHA!!!
we were stucked at that shop for damn long!!!
but the cds inside were damn nice!
=)=)=)
we actually wanted to wait for their movie to end then we go home together de.
but we wait for 2 hours plus,
and we are like done with shopping?!
den the movie haven finish yet.
so me andyunge left first,
leaving poor yuka.
=(=(=(
but it is already 6pm ler.
damn late liao(for us lar)
so that is the end of yesterday!
I <3 NYCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)=)=)=) cca resuming next week!!!
i can't wait for it!!
=)=)
and according to yijing, the syf set piece is out.
omg...
omg...
omg...
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
two pieces, 5-6 months!!!!
JIAYOU NYCO!!!
=)=)=)

this is wat i have been doing for the past few days,
haha!!!
you will be surprised!
pet society!!!! from facebook! =) that is my pet!! damn cute right? hehe...
who has the biggest brain! mine is the biggest out of all my friends. haha!!! this is obviously for fun de lar. my brain is damn small. =(

oh...1 more thing.
THANK YOU YIJING!!!!!
THANKS FOR HELPING US PASS STUFFS!!!

i think that is all. =)

2008-10-15T14:56:00.003+08:00

EOYs are finally over!!!!!!
i feel so relax now.
but for now, i need to use more time to prac pipa.
i am like left with 1 month+.
omg...
omg...
haha.

JIAYOU TO THOSE WHO ARE HAVING NAC COMPETITION!!
=)=)=)=)
nypipa: denise, amanda, zia(who is coming to nypipa next year) JIAYOU!!! =)
syco: huirong, yeeting(she joined open cat but she is only 14!), michelle and anthea jiayou for pipa cat too. =)=)=)

and oso to many other nyco peeps who joined the competition! there are too many, i scared i left out any, so say in this way is better. =)=)=)=)
and oso syco people although i am not in syco anymore, but still wish you all luck! =)=)=)

and i found out something...the wikepedia did not update de. my name is still at the syco member list. HAHA!!! funny...it has been like almost 1.5 years liao. HAHA. look.my name is still there! haha...=)

i am feeling too free now.
there is like nth to do.
hiaz...
looking forward to TMR!!!
haha...going out with DENISE, AMANDA, LIXIAN, SONGYANG, YUKA, SYLVIA, YUNGE, WEISHAN and RACHEL LIM! =)=)=)
actually still got RACHEL TAN and JESLYN de.
but they got psl camp. =(
it is like 10 of us (basically from tanbo except for chew li li, haha) which is almost 1/4 of the sec2 batch. i just did a count, there is 44 sec2s this year! i didn't know there is soo many. haha...
we go out to buy yiping's medicine and SOMETHING. =)=)
HAHA...
the biggest group that i go out with is 7 of us, but now is like 10!
damn big group. but the more the merrier!
hehe...=)

btw, i need to wish some ppl happy belated birthday(although i already wished them but this is for fun!). =)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LAIWENG!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, CHEW LI LI!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, ABIGAIL!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, SIJIA!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, HUIXIN DA JIE!

and for today...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOY! =)

facebook rawks my life!
haha...
praced pipa this morning from 11-12+, going to prac ltr since i got nth to do at around 5.30. =)
happy pracing to me! =)

2008-10-10T23:16:00.002+08:00

FEMALE SURVEY

- Does your password have to do with a boy?

No.

- What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?

erm...i dunno??

- Are you a girly girl?

OF COURSE not! -.-

- Small or big purses?

i dun use purse?!

- Do you stay friends with your ex's?

No ex =)

- Did you dress up on Halloween?

i dun celebrate halloween =)

- Do you call anybody by their last name?

Teachers counted?

- How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"?

who cares and i wnt even noe.

- Do you wear makeup?

Nope. =)

- Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?

sort of?! tried once.

- Have you ever cooked food for a guy?

daddy counted??

- Have you ever been called a bad influence?

HAHA...i dunno. can ask my friends! =)

- Have you ever broken a guy's heart?

i dun think so. -.-

- American Eagle or Hollister?

wth???

- Flats or Heels?

flats

- Skirts or jeans?

skirts

- Socks or leggings?

none =)

- Heels or sneakers?

heels

- Straight or curly hair?

Straight. =)

- Hoops or dangling earrings?

I LIKE BOTH!!! haha...dangling ba.

- Have you ever had your heart broken?

not sure. i dun think so.

- Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?

i dun mind actually.

- Do you have a best friend?

yup.

- What do you think about the person you like?

I LIKE alot of people leh.

- Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?

No?!

- Do you like your life?

OF COURSE!! with NYCO, 2/7 and MY FAMILY!! <3

- Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?

why would i even do that??

- Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?

yup. haha...

- Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?

No.

-Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

Yes, i always self-emo at night.

- Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?

i dunno.

- Do you ever wish you were famous?

No, i just want to have a normal life. =)

IN A BOY:

- Cowboy or gangsta?

normal boy?

- Preppy or Punk/Goth?

dunno...

- Well educated or Dropout?

Well educated.

- Contacts or Glasses?

glasses ba...since i have glasses. or dun need any of those.

- Good cook or take you out a lot?

Both also can. =)

- Funny or Serious?

depends...should be funny.

- Romantic or Daredevil?

Romantic lar...

- Cute or Hot?

cute ba...

- Long or short hair?

normal hair length for guys. =)

- Smoker or nonsmoker?

Nonsmoker! =)

i am just bored.

2008-09-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

i know it has been a long time since i last posted.

I was too busy…

I think this will be my last post before my eoys

Officially start on the 8 oct.

I shall just briefly post about the ‘recent’ stuffs.

1. MAF is over!

It is actually quite fun…

I forgot to bring my slippers so I don’t intend to play water games.

But I still got wet!!

All because of wet pipa ppl, and some others.

But compare to others like yiping, lejing, Rachel they all…(mostly co comm ppl)

I am quite dry!

The funniest part that day will be after water game.

Firstly, we have group presentations…

DENISE AND HER COUNTERPART!

Damn cute!! Haha…according to yijing and yiping

And of course, many other people!

Secondly, nyco+hcico comm item!!

Damn funny!!!!!

Chang e and houyi!!

Such a sweet couple! (in real life too!)

Chang e loves mcflurry! Haha…

At the end of the day,

The best thing is…

I have TWO scandals (in bold) to have ‘fun’ with!!

Haha…

2. I am officially taking grading exam in the end nov

I have to take my grade 9 pipa exam this year.

Hope I pass it with at least a merit!

=)=)

If not my teacher will kill me!!

She wants me to get distinction can??

I doubt I can…

With long chuan still having some parts unclear,

And shi mian mai fu there is still room for improvement (esp my actions)

=(=(=(

I shall JIAYOU!!

Prac at least 1 hour a day except for days near eoys.

Hehe…

3. yiping left us ler!

Haha…not exactly left us lar…

Is just going to china for 3 months for bsp.

I will so damn miss my daddy!!

But I will get presentS when she and uhm come back.

=)=)

Someone is going to join her in china on the 20 oct!

Haha…=)=)

<3>

Haha…but they are coming back on different dates.

‘where ever you go, my heart will always run to you and be with you’

Where did I get this from??

Ask yipping or yijing!!

Haha!!!

=)=)=)=)=)

I think that is all.

I need to mug for eoys ler.

Aims:

LA—70 2 MSG

Chinese—70 2 MSG

Maths—75 1 MSG

Science—75 1 MSG

Humanities—60 4 MSG!

Total average MSG: (2+2+2+1+1+4)/6 = 2 MSG!!! haha…

I think I aim too high ler!

But I will try to achieve it!

=)=)=)

2008-06-12T19:38:00.004+08:00

ok...
i noe i din update for a
VERY VERY long time!!
but i really really have no time!!
i am really busy.
BOCK TESTs ARE COMING!!!!
hate them!!!!!
nvm...
NYCO CONCERT IS COMING!! =)

NYCO CONCERT
丝竹情韵
18 July Singapore Conference Hall
$10
7.30pm
countdown:37 days OMG!!!! =.=
people.
you are HIGHLY encouraged to come.
=)=)=)
that is all. =)
bye bye.

2008-04-14T17:33:00.002+08:00

ok...
long time no post.
haha...
busy with all the
homework, assignments, SIAs...
alot lar.
but anw,
today is quite nice.
reach sch at 7.50
then still got 40 min before lessons start.
then is drama,
damn it.
we ran up and down lor.
wth.
never mind.
then is science.
BIO!!
haha...
it is fun.
it is NICE!
=) =)
after that is RECESS!!
EAT EAT EAT!!
the tom yam noodles sucks.
taste weird...
suan4 le4.
after that is maths.
-no comments-
then is CME lesson.
sian dao...
oh!!
after is LA!!
haha...
watch 'hero'
chinese movie.
=)=)
i thought is some sort of movie which i
never watch before.
but i actually watched it twice already!!
but i don't know.
haha...
it is quite a weird movie.
then SCH ends!!!
=)=)
walked to the canteen with
hannah and jingwen.
jingwen wants to eat meal,
so hannah accompany her.
i bought a sandwich and went to the bus-stop.
i waited for damn long.
even both of them came and my bus is not here YET!!
but came after 5 mins.
=)=)=)
oh.
i missed something.
i met joan like many many times today.
when i reached sch i met her once.
when recess time, i met her another time.
when go up to board room to watch movie, i met her again.
when i go and buy sandwich, i met her ANOTHER time.
when i reach the bus-stop, i met her AGAIN!
that makes 5!!
and if you see through my "timetable" for today,
you will find out i actually met her
EVERY TIME when there is no lessons carrying on.
haha...
at the bus-stop, when i saw her,
she was like, "i think i see you wherever i go leh, haha"
haha...
true!! =)
her bus came earlier then mine!!!!!!
lol.
very sian.
need to go practice pipa ler.
tomorrow got dazu.
I AM GOING TO DIE!!!
bb.

2008-03-22T00:56:00.008+08:00

i am back to post!
nothing happen though.
but i shall post about...
past events!!
haha...
seniors...sec4
GRACES CAMP!
haha...
since you all don't wish to ost,
i shall post.
looks funny when i saw them
putting on MAKE_-UP!
haha...
but they are pretty.
i found out that elise's friends are the most...
FAITHFUL!
none of them post her photo.
i shall not too.
since she say she trust me.
and say that i can get the photo from lw.
haha...
PHOTOS!

2008-03-20T14:31:00.013+08:00

ok...i am back.
i know you all miss me. =)
oh ya,
just finished taking block tests.
but surely won't get very god for
chem, chi and maybe lang arts
i don't know!
some lar ok?
fine. don't talk about this ler.
OVER ALREADY!!
just now i received a massage from nysc
they say sms them the dates that i am not free
so that they can plan the interview time.
AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am very scared of interview!
never mind,
i will just do my best
no matter what the result is
i won't mind.
but who would want to fail ]
when you have already been shortlisted.
so...
NEVERMIND!
so now, lets' talk about
LIFESKILLS CAMP
so proud of MYSELF!!
our class won TWO big prizes!!
haha...
best in games and most co-operative class
=)=)=)=)=)=)
now let me show you some pictures. =)
shery l "crying " for chi p!!

he is tortured by jinx (a manda) and ASHLEY!!

our way as a class to somewh e re?!

bis cu its for our class!! so on finished by us.

OMG! i am so far away from my class!! not t he br own shirt de leh! is the ones that is really really in front! (light blue shirt)

what is alicia and grace doing?!

oh gosh! censored!!

haha...huizhen's before-sleep hair st yle!!

alicia, what are you doing? (look a t t he legs) first grace now a bby. hiaz...

abby, kymberly and yiting. we sle e ping in the quandrangle

jiahui is stoning or maybe looking at something?!

upside down taken by me!!

so many people! of course lar! WHOLE level of sec2 leh! =)

2008-02-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

elise conducting when mrs ee is not here last thursday.
so funny.
when i taking her she suddenly turned and face
ME!!!
so there is 1 part when i din get to take her.
=) dun get angry when you see this elise!!
haha...

cassandra the blur queen!
i took her for like so long and
me, amanda, denise, christina, silvia and joslin
were laughing so long lar.
so still dunno until the last part.
cass wanted to delete it when i show it to her but she din manage to do so!!!! =)

taiyang played today.
i like the part when the percussion ppl "show off"
their talents!!
so nice.
and chiew fei really really impressed us!!
she played real loud and POWERFUL!!
so nice and her movements so fast that it seems like she is
spinning the drumsticks.
haha...

lastly,
HAPPY CNY!!!!

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2008-01-08T17:01:00.001+08:00

sch reopen liao.
no time to blog ler.
no extra time for me to WASTE!!
i have to score well this year.
MUST MUST!
if not i won't forgive myself!
JIAYOU huilin!!!!
=) =) =)

2008-01-01T00:27:00.001+08:00

hey!
juz did something nice!
wan to share with you all!
hope 207'08-ners like it!
dunno if i should print it.
juz take a look lor!

2007-12-25T19:35:00.001+08:00

ok...
this is gonna be a damn long post.
cos i blogging about...
CO camp and christmas eve
and christmas DAY!!!!! haha..

CO camp.

pic taken with mrs ee!! haha...nice rite?
se c3 seniors. but this is not the actual height of yijiao an caitong. they are trying to be the same height as laiweng.
OL D senio rs. haha...sry
still OLD s eniors.
our 2 007 b atch!! but amanda , denise and yingjing not in here.
quite dark. but this is the pic of the ppl who attend the GRAND DINNER!!
this is yijiao the DEVIL!!
this is caitong t he ANGEL!
yiji ao trying to kiss caitong...
the reaction that you should have after being "eyed" by YIJIAO!! haha...no offence
weird pic. to tally d ifferent from the above pics.
chunmei with lejing.

Day 1:
we had like da zu prac.
den lunch. (too long ago, cannot remember liao)
after that i think is xiao zu.
ya.
erm...den is mrs ee talkingabt co things.
i think...
ya. should be. maybe. dunno.
then cos hui bao not enough time to finish.
so like actually only day 2 have,
den now day1 oso need.
hiaz...
but still not enough time. =)
then dinner.
sheila was like telling us,
we have not much time left
so u can choose to eat first,
or bath first. haha
den me, yijiao and lejing
which is like a whole family!! =)
the rest went to eat.
we bath at the science block there.
they say is a "tradition"
i just sec1,
so i follow lor.
yijiao and i bath first.
cos we won LEJING!!
haha...sry "mummy".
den we had night walk.
i was in the same group as YIJIAO
my "ahma" =)
night walk was quite scary lar.
but hsiufan the "rubbish dump ghost"
not scary de.
den is co bonding.
the WHOLE co sit in a circle lor!
i get to know MORE seniors!! =)
haha...lights off!!
the ruanliu ppl very noisy.
keep laughing...
i can only sleep after they stopped.
hiaz...poor me.

Day2:
woke up quite early.
6.30 i think.
no...is 7.
haha...i slept at about 1 leh!
all the ruanliu ppl's fault.
jkjk...
after we finished brushing teeth,
the ruanliu ppl still sleeping.
haha...pipa group woke up EARLY!!
=) we were like laughing then
sheila came to wake them up.
ltr we go eat breakfast.
not nice de.
bread with kaya or peanut butter.
i don't like!!!!!!
but chunmei ate 4!!
later da zu again.
den lunch, xiao zu
HLS din come for BOTH xiao zu.
but we had fun!
den is huibao.
but pipa group is the last group.
at first is yijiao first,
den caitong,chunmei,lejing and i
lastly is laiweng.
but yijiao's string got lose.
haha...
so laiweng first den i help her flip the scores.
yijiao was like telling me to help her flip the scores
when she dun even nid them!
haha...nvm.
i juz help her flip!
i am just SOO KIND!! rite??
but yijiao was so damn funny!!
she played half-way den she
LAUGH and LAUGH!!
so, every1 laughed!
but in the end,
mrs ee said that our group did WELL!
except for YIJIAO!
mrs ee said she was so "dian ya"
when she played the rehearsal for her to listen.
i think part of the reason is HLS!!
cos she was there that time.
den later is...GRAND DINNER!!
seniors all came back.
but CHERRY was not here.
so sad.
miss you so much.
but chewlin was here.
we had fun!
and took lots of pic.
later is sectional bonding.
we went to brush teeth first
but after that every1 went to sleep.

Day3:
TELEMATCH!!
ok...our group won 2!
and lost 2.
so sad.
haha...we got third.
but tied with the other 2 groups.
so in the end have to
CAI1 QUAN2!!
we lost too.
but still got the water game.
so damn fun!!!!
but laiweng, elise, queenie, lim qing and others din come down.
but it was FUN!!!!
TOTALLY!!
but in the end elise came down,
cos the dizi ppl "threaten" their SL!
but onli elise will take that.
laiweng wnt.
and we WET elise!!!
haha...so FUN!!
we went up to co room.
TOTALLY wet!!
i was wet from head to toe!
actually everyone was.
we bought bags of water up!
to trick laiweng!
haha...we told her that chunmei fell down
den she nid to go see her.
this is to get her out of co room.
away from the conductor chair!
but she knew liao.
no fun.
in the end she chose to come out!
haha...good SL!
we love you!
=) =)
muahahahaha.
that is all!
end of CO CAMP!

Christmas eve:

it was damn crowded!!!
too lazy to rotate it . taken when we went to katong mall. i think the "main character" is jeslyn. (dunno how to spell ur name) den can see yvonne's leg. haha.

ok...quite fun actually.
get to know new friends!!
one of them is jeslyn lor.
she from vjc.
same age as my cousin!
haha...18 wooh!
lol...
that is all lor.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Christmas Day:

this is also the day when my grandpa passed away 100 days ago.
so we ALL went back to my uncle's house to pay respect to our grandpa.
after that we went to the playground to play.
den the adults went to the botanical garden.
we play for 3-4 HOURS ok!
but was fun!
this is wat we saw.

a TOAD!! haha...
yo MR toad. this is a close-up pic of you! =)

ok...done!
everything was posted!
haha...
such a long post sia.
first time!!
bye!

2007-11-28T10:27:00.000+08:00

sorry...
this are the pics!
for the Rubik cube thing,
this are the pics!

see!!!!! this is the 3x3 and 4x4 cubes!!

for the demolished mbs pics.
here are they.

my dear 6k classroom!

kk...bye!

2007-11-26T12:12:00.000+08:00

ppl.
so sorry.
cause my thumbdrive very difficult to read.
and my pics all inside!
so i may upload my pics some other day
when my computer finally read it!
bye-bye.

2007-11-26T11:37:00.000+08:00

i will update soon or later de lar!! now updating mah!

1. i am busy figuring out the 4x4 Rubik cube.
it is damn hard lor!
you can buy 1 and figure it out. =)
i tried for 2 weeks.
and every time i only manages to figure out the 3 layers.
the top layer every time got mixed up de!
damn angry.
but last night,
i managed to get it!! haha...
it is not miracles ok!
it is because i clever! i managed to get it!
got pics to prove. =)

2. i went back to mbs and ubi (my old house)
quite alot changed.
especially old mbs!!
6k classroom is totally "kong1" de.
my dad was like," oh! you got no more memories ler."
but memories of 6k will always in my heart.
am i right, sixkayohsix-ians?

3. this year's PSLE top scorer is so clever!!!!
294!!!!
is like she get an average of 98 marks for each paper.
and mbs top was like 278.
although it was a big gap between 278 and 294,
but ting-en (mbs top scorer),
you did really really well!!
woo!!!

4. mbsco is going up o genting on the 3rd december.
i want to be part of it again and go up too!!!
and co still owe my a trip to sentosa,
for getting a bronze in 2004 SYF.
and a trip to SYDNEY,
for getting gold with honours in 2006 SYF!!
so i asked she2 lao3 shi1 for a free trip to genting!
haha...i giving discount ok!
SYDNEY leh!

5. ok...bye! i need to go and do homework ler.
really damn sian during holidays.
will update more often de.
try ok?
ok...gd! =)

2007-10-29T14:31:00.000+08:00

oh hi everyone,
been a long time since i last posted about my life.
have some updates for you all.

1. my dearest grandfather passed away last month.
it is the saddest days of my life.
preparing the funeral and stuffs.
it is just too tough for me to accept the truth that my grandfather just left.
it is already very hard for me to accept the truth so how do my aunts, uncles, grandmother, cousins and even my mother accept it?!
but we can do nothing.
i can only think of him every night and cry.
really hoping that i could dream of him one day.
grandfather, i just love you lots.

2. cca starts last thursday.
and huo4 lao3 shi1 fogot to give us break last thursday!!
i am like so damn hungry.
and the happy thing is that CO is having their own CO JACKET!!
WOOH!
i am so happy when laiweng told us lor! =)
choosing of the design is like on friday.
but after choosing everything i don't really feel happy about the temporarily chosen one.
so i thought about it.
and i thought of a super nice design!! =)
haha...so proud of myself.
it is like put the co logo in front but not too big.
then the behind put lejing's second design which is so damn cute!!!! =)
don't need too many colours.
the logo as usual red and the back design just have the outline will do.
the thing is that, what colour should we have for the outline?
haha...with me around surely i will find a colour that suits our black jacket the MOST! =)
and i thought about it again (haha)
and i think WHITE and GOLD suits the most!!
such a nice colour combination! =)
i am just so clever! =)

3. i get back my overall results already.
you all should know already if you go online.
my results is like:

A1---MATHS!! (75, not very high)
A2---SCIENCE!! (73, just 2 marks!!)
B3---CHINESE!! (67, damn pissed with my results cause it is chinese!!)
B4---ENGLISH!!(60?! which is like just nice pass [for my school])
C5---HUMANITIES(55, quite ok with it cause i get worse for semester 1! =))

can't help getting bad marks for HH cause i am hopeless at it.
just want to improve.
55 is counted fail for my school ok!!
i will JIAYOU and get at least 60 next year!!! must PASS!! =)

4. i am PROMOTED to SEC2!!!!
haha...i am just being lame.
that is all.
bye bye.

2007-08-31T23:48:00.001+08:00

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ok!!!!! done...for seveners. others u may try ur luck!!! =)

2007-08-31T23:34:00.001+08:00

LOOK!!!!!!!! i am just so damn hardworking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...look at the time!

2007-08-28T18:24:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

more coming up!! actually 1 more! =) actually this is only for 6k-ians but others can try too! =)

2007-08-26T12:13:00.000+08:00

hi!! i am back. today's topic is abt CSS2!!!

OMG!!! how could you all let a 13 year old boy WIN the "CAMPUS SUPERSTAR" title? the male winner should be benjamin but if marcus is in the finals he should win. cos is lyke SHAWN still haven like "cheng2 shu2" lor! he like din sing REALLY well yesterday.

ok...the female winner i got nth 2 say cos keely got higher marks!! congrats!! =) ya...aiya. i very busy recently!! so post very little now. bb!!

evidence!!

2007-08-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be super duper short post!!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SINGAPORE!!!!

2007-07-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

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2007-07-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

sry din get to post for such a long time. i watched HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX on the 11 july!! OMG!! that show rawks! although it is a little bit different from the book but still v nice!! emma watson is sooooo damn pretty and daniel radcliffe is sooooo damn handsome and rupert grit is sooooo damn funny!! haha...they rawks too!! lyke the show. carn wait to read the last book!! my mum already pre-ordered the last book today!! i love my mum!! anw, let me show u some pics!! http://harryandhermione.org

other den HP there is still a pic that i lyke alot alot!! thx to kexin!! =)

can u believe it?? it is made of GLASS!!!! OMG!! love that so much!!

2007-07-04T19:02:00.000+08:00

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2007-06-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

sry...this is gg to be realli realli short 1. juz realised tt term 3 is really short 4 me. tests coming on the 3^rd week. Can u believe it?? Anyway, I am nw addicted to harry potter book. Instead is everything about harry potter. Lyke my blogskin!! Haha…not think I am crazy k! the next movie coming out!! Hope my mum wl bring me go and c!!!! oh yay!! And the last book oso coming out. Wan to noe the ending badly lor!! Did harry potter died in the end?? Hope not. =) harry potter series rawks!!!!! OMG!! During the holidays I watch the movie from 1-4 all over again!! Sooooooooooo damn nice sia!! I gtg liao. Go read my book!!! =) bb.

2007-06-08T01:14:00.000+08:00

kk...this shall b a short post. juz 2 tell u all sumthing tt i am v happy!!!! i have been finding my dear P1/2 fren for v long. i think is months ba. den carn find. but NOW, i manage to find her!!!!! and she oso tagged at my blog!!!! OMG! i wonder how she found me. P1J/2J ppl u may go to her blog n tag 4 her!! her link is juz under my links there?! :) do u noe hu is she??? kk lar...she is no other den my dear fren n i more thing. ps: she is super duper smart!! she in rgs nw. she is from GEP!! kk...she is. DRUM ROLL!!!! haha...

HEMIN!!!! HEMIN!!!!!!

P1J/2J ppl. do u all remember?? =D

2007-05-27T14:59:00.000+08:00

hi!! back to blog. the long holiday has juz started and i juz celebrated my birthday on the 25 may! on the day of my birthday lar! those hu haven wish my happy birthday de nvm lar. oh ya! i went back to mbs on the 25 may too! met up with zhi hui n yunning n sijia. actually still got mindy de. but she says she got dance competition so cannot make it. din noe tt she learn dance! haha…miss her lots, abt 6 months din c her ler! OMG!! yappy, i miss u! saw my co juniors, they r learning new song! miss mbsco too. wl still go back if i am free. actually from nygh to mbs is quite fast de lar. 25 mins nia. take bus 154 which is v direct( thanks to chunmei!) haha…but mbs pipa teacher change ler. no longer my pipa teacher yujia ler. but they says the new teacher quite gd lar. so…n wu lao shi says mbsco is gg to GENTING in december to perform or compete. they wl bring abt 100 ppl. i wanna go genting cos got 1 day can go to theme park and i wan to b part of mbsco again. wu lao shi said i can go when i asked him! haha…noe he is kidding lar. he oso say pipa left with veri little ppl so nid more ppl. if can i realli wish the time can turn back. mbsco is oso recording a cd!! it is to help 筹钱 to go genting de. but everything cannot b v confirm lar. but should b confirm lar. haha…XD

went to parkway to celebrate my birthday with my family after tt. my sisters bought me a billabong wallet n a soft toy mushroom( minitoons) n a op shirt!! they r all so nice! my mum bought me a white sports shoe which i can where to sch! i love it! n thanks sijia zhihui yunning for your presents!! thx for remembering my birthday n thx for buying present for me! love u all n wl always remember u all! friends forever! thx stef!! u sms me HAPPY BIRTHDAY early in the morning 6.30! chun mei! thx 4 ur pooh. i am so touched!! thx 2 every1 hu remembered my birthday n even those hu 4got oso nvm! i remember urs can liao! haha…but MUZ remember mine next year hor! :D oh ya! HAPPY BELATYED BIRTHDAY KEEJIN! 25 may is oso ur birthday rite?? ya. i remembered! hahahahaha! dawn, r u feeling better nw?? get well soon!! i carn go 2 the class gathering. ccos my mum says v far away. nvm…next time ba. (: we wl meet again de. rite? as a class……

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SIXKAYOHSIX 4eva！！！

2007-05-22T21:15:00.001+08:00

i am having my sabbaticals week!!! oh yay!! kk…i am veri happy with my sabbaticals!! they rawks!! i build solar car in renewable energy, and learn squash in squash. haha…the building of solar car rawks rawks rawks rawks!! so fun. everything we build ourselves de. went for an excursion to biopolis (one-north) todae. really is da4 kai1 yen3 jie4 lor! took some pics woth my fone but carn send it to my fone. hiaz…(: nvm…squash is oso quite fun lar, juz tt i dun really gd at aiming. which is not veri gd for ppl hu is learning squash. so i am sort of totally hopeless liao. but nvm!! jiayous!! haha. but my hand v suan1!!! so better dun “touch” my right hand 2 hard kk??

i oso have my 2.4km run todae! i 4got 2 check the time with my teacher. wl check tmr! i already finished my 5 stations liao. still quite ok lor…

standing board jump: 171 cm (yay!!)

sit and reach: 34/35 cm

incline: 16/17 =D

shuttle run: 11.4 sec?! (should b)

sit up: 23/24?!

ya. still quite ok rite?? sit and reach is the lousiest(dunno how to spell) which is C. hope my 2.4 is faster den 16.39 min. den i can get GOLD!! shall not think so much. look forward to tmr’s sabbaticals! cos we are gg to do the car body!! yay!!

2007-05-12T14:40:00.000+08:00

sum neoprints tt i took with my family on my mum's birthday!! and the day after...ya. :D

2007-05-12T14:34:00.000+08:00

2007-05-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

ok...i think the sabbatical thing should b over ler ba?? coss lyke dai4 lao3 shi1 said she dun wanna investigate ler, v waste of time. den she oso say she wl change all the sabbaticals back 2 normal!! in order 2 b fair 2 every1. i think tt is the best way 2 do lor...juz heard from grace tt u all think tt i m the 1 hu did it. PLS!! maybe u all dun really noe me well...i m not the person!! if u all really think i m the person i wl b super duper sad can?? carn u all believe me? sixkayohsix-ians wl always believe me!!! i miss all of u!!!(sixkayohsix-ians) i really v v v v miss u all.
sumtimes when i think of the happy and sad times we had i wl really cry...drinking milo bing1 and chatting lyke siao at the same time; looking at the guys playing bball so enthuly; playing captain's ball during almost every pe lesson; sabo-ing teachers; argueing with the guys; calling each other nicknames; making fun of each other; truth or dare or even double dare; the classroom tt belongs 2 sixkayohsix-ians...n many many more!! omg! i think i gg 2 cry ler. *sobs*
i dun think i can go 4 the class gathering on the 31st may although i really wish 2 go...cos my mum worry abt me. izzit v far from jurong?? i not really sure but should b ba?? so, i decided 2 go back 2 mbs on the last day of sch which is oso my birthday ( 25 MAY ) kk...mindy n yunning meeting me there...dunno if nid 2 make appointment anot. but i onli wan 2 go in n c chinese orchestra mah!! short while onli. i miss playing in mbs chinese orchestra. nw in nanyang become so much stressful playing pipa lor. hiaz...misss alot of things. can we turn back the time?? 1/2 years back wl do...i wl cherish EVERY SINGLE MOMENT WITH SIXKAYOHSIX-IANS EVEN MORE!!!

2007-05-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

ok...juz a test 2 noe how well u all noe me?! haha...anw, juz take it!! if u wanna ask me anything in the middle of the test feel free 2 do so!!

2007-05-03T22:03:00.001+08:00

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2007-04-30T17:57:00.000+08:00

i m quite sian 2dae. ya. 2dae got combined sports meet with the hwa chong schs. the audience seats was wet can? kk...i sit on my bag! haha...my place was much more "dryer"?! i saw ben when i was buying my bubble-tea. he super duper rude can? still call me tt name lor! hiaz...oh ya! me n alicia oso saw dloy from quite far away i think. anw, i juz saw the both of them lar. din change at all(2 me lar!). i tot of quiting SYCO ler. i m super duper tired of running 2 conference hall 4 practice almost every week. den come back still got loads of hw. n the pu3 v tough. but the concert coming up in june leh! 1 more month. do u think i should juz ren4 n after the concert den i quit?? or do u think i quit nw is better?? omg! nw i dunno wat the hell is MUSIC! at first, music is juz music 2 me. but nw, music is no longer music. it became a pressure 2 me and music become ?? nw. wat is music? when should i quit SYCO?? last year i still spent lots of time practicing in order 2 get into SYCO...but nw when the concert is coming nearer i wanna quit. n there wl still b an upcoming "beautiful sunday" event at september there. should i quit nw?? after the concert?? or after this year?? SAVE ME!!

2007-04-28T12:29:00.000+08:00

i dunno wat happen yesterday. dai lao shi juz kip asking me abt me n my frenz conversation thru msn n sms. n she wans me 2 print out my conversation with my frenz lor! i checked my msn history yesterday and it says tt i din set my msn to save my history, so it was not saved. 4 my smses, it was set 2 delete the msgs tt are 3 days old. den dai lao shi told me 2 go home and type out wateva i noe. including the time! she told me 2 try n remember the time! i carn really remember the time! hiaz...i have 2 remember no matter wat. i muz remember! wish me gl...if not i sure die de...shall not tok abt it ler. nw my sabbaticals are squash n D&T. cool sia. omg! WAT TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help help help!! feel lyke crying nw. i dunno and i carn remember! i dun always look at time! i onli remember my frenz sabbaticals! n dai lao shi said i have a gd memory?! hiaz...sad. huilin can remember the time de! JIAYOUS JIAYOUS!!! haha...zi4 wo3 an1 wei1. nvm. mon is combined sports meet ler. meeting with alicia n huizhen thy all at 7 at the HCI's bus-stop.

107 JIAYOUS 4 the 8x50m event!!!

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2007-04-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

i have no time 2 update the rest liao..sry. nvm...got sumthing 2 "announce" 2dae. sort of lar. kk...>>>.<<< haha. is my dearest MUMMY"S BIRTHDAY!!!! kk...juz eaten the chocolate cake from "secret recipe". izzit spelled lyke tt?? dunno lar...anw, ＨＡＰＰＰＹＢＩＲＴＨＤＡＹ　ＴＯ　ＭＹ　ＭＵＭ！！！　haha...kk. i think i m sort of crazy liao...juz 1 thing. i suddenly miss sixkayohsix sooooooooooooooo much since last fri. cos my class have a heavy class breakfast den we carn run mah! so the teacher say let usplay ball games. the first thing tt come into my mind is captain's ball. but in the end we do sum ball tricks...which is lame. nvm...juz miss u all!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!

2007-04-12T12:34:00.000+08:00

HI!!! i am back. have no time 2 blog recently lor! so sry. here 2 update a quite long post.
last wed,
i went 4 my pipa graded exam. walao! v nervous lor!! my legs r "shivering"?! haha...anw, i think is onli my first "lian xi qu" that i din really play v well lor. cos i played sum wrong notes. nvm...den the last song i haven play finish den the teacher say:" 好了，不用弹下去了." kk...den i tell my teacher den she say tt it is a gd sign, not bad. ok...wat do u think leh?? reach home at abt 5+?! take a bath den have 2 prepare 2 go 4 my syco ler. i super mang rite?? ya. i noe. after syco, i went home lar!! but reach home qiute lat. abt 10.30?? 2 tired, so went 2 sleep. luckily tt day got no hw!!
last thurs,
cos after SYF laio...den my NYCO seniors u all rawks!!! NYCO get GoLd WiTh HoNoUrS!! YAY!!!! den is lyke onli me, denise n amanda go 4 sectional practice lor!! din c chunmei n yingjing. hiaz...den the pipa seniors hu went 4 SYF came 2 find us. den i found out sumthing!! laiweng lykes 2 tiao ying! so i purposely lose all my strings den i tell her tt i 4got 2 bring my tuner den ask her 2 help my tune! haha...evil me! n huo lao shi din come tt day! so, no rain!! OMG!! no time liao,update the rest if i got time!!

sixkayohsix rawks 4eva!

2007-03-23T17:10:00.000+08:00

kk...2dae is 23/3/07. i went back 2 my old sch 2 take award cos i get 4a* 4 my PSLE. i get 2 c many "old" frenz, they rawks lor!!!!!!!! love them all...haha. but jz n ym irritated me 2dae by kicking my chair! stupid idiots! but long time din argue with them so still ok lar！DAWN！！！ miss her v much cos she din went back on the 16/2(chinese new year) so i din get 2 c her 4 abt 4 months liao. v long hor! hm...let me think hu went back this morning. har!~~ they r: alicia, haitong(top student!), nadia, charmaine, huiker, dawn!!, jiayi!!, greg, stef, peiqi, leong jen, samantha, wen yu, si ying, jiahui!!, yongming, jinzhi, limxi, zhong-wei, ester!!, benghwee n FK. ya. should b these 6k ppl, except 4 alicia lar! she is from 6joy. sum of u tt i miss v v v much din come...sijia,mindy,zhihui,yunning,clar,jengteng... *miss* gtg ler. bb!!!

miss u all!!!

2007-03-21T12:49:00.000+08:00

-adapted from peiqi(see links)
-edited by huilin(me)

hiaz...i miss sixkayohsix ppl...but i wl get 2 c some of them on 23/3 liao. this friday!!! 2 more days?! haha...looking forward. n i wl oso get to miss 4 periods of lessons. assembly n chinese?! ya. haha...taking alicia's dad's car home,she have a nice dad!!!! haha...i oso have a nice dad n MUMMY 2!!! i think every1 wl have nice parents ba...ya.

2007-03-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

kk...my blog is not dead!!! cos i blogging nw...lol. i din blog those few days after camp is bcoz i am sick...i have fever n oso vomit lor!! nw i got cough. looking forward to 23/3(next friday!!) cos can go ack to mbs!! is go there n get my trophy n dunno wat de lar...cos my psle get 4 A*!! haha...can get to c my old frens!!! carn wait!! the life skills camp is so much fun although we din win the talenttime...:( nut it's ok!! at least all of us tried our best...
DAY 1:
we went to the pasir ris parkn had sum fun!! we oso have our class picnic!!! hte food are nice man!! den went 4 shower when we reached sch...after diner we watched "Over The Hedge"!! tt movie was cute!! ltr is lights off...10.30 lor!! how can sleep. so chat chat chat chat chat lor!! until 12+ i think...
DAY 2:
woke up at 5.50 lor! all bcoz we nid 2 change into our swimming costume. den ltr went 2 "SEAL Sports" to climb mt.faber, do amazing race n the best is we get 2 play in the pool!!!! haha...so damn fun lar!!!!! *miss*
DAY 3:
kk...we have our telematch. all of us is lyke v sian liao lor!! so...we din win the telematch. nvm...at least at the end of the day ms sabrina announced sumthing tt made us v v v happy!!! my class won 4 the SEAL sports games!! den we all went home ler...miss seveners sooooooooooooo much. cos din get 2 c them 4 a week. :( nvm :)

TODAY:
went 2 singqing's house 2 do the geography project...sian. dun really lyke humilities. hiaz...went home at 5?! with weimin!!! haha...nth ler. so, bb!!

2007-03-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

hm...kk. today is day 0. so still can come home n use com n blog n eat home-cooked food n sleep in my comfortable bed n...haha. my mum making egg sandwiches 4 107 2 eat tmr!! abby doin the tuna ones...alicia doin the HAM ones...HONEY BAKED HAM is sooooo nice! haha...i survived on day 0!!! omg! haha...camping is nice man!!! gg t sleep with my classmates in OUR-107 classroom tmr!! haha...so excited lor! alicia n ashley sleeping beside me n we can chat if we carn sleep!!! it is obvious tt i carn sleep...cos the lights r out at 10 lor!! i shall juz talk 2 them!!! den we will be having panda eyes tmr ler!!!!!! nvm...looking forward 2 the rest of the camp!!! :) :) :) oh ya!! my group was first in 2dae's games!!!

koko crunch the mighty ones
koko crunch the number ones
koko crunch will beat the rest
koko crunch will be the best!!!
WOOOOOOOO!!!

2007-03-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

HI everyone!! i wl try 2 post more lar...but i really got no time lar...oh ya, i wnt be blogging next week. cos i nid 2 go 4 my sch's life skills camp. yay!!! i m so damn looking forward 21 the camp lor!!! it is gonna b fun!!!!! kk. the differences are:
#1 the ppl inside are different!!(this is easy)
#2 the ppl in the first video is lesser!!!
#3 there are more boys in the 2nd video
aiya, i v lan to list all. u everything get correct lar!!! gtg n watch hana kimi aka hua yang shao nian shao nv ler!!!!! WU ZUN N TANG YU ZHE RAWKS!!!!!!!!!!!!
bb...wait...u think hu more handsome???? the pics above...

2007-02-26T16:31:00.000+08:00

let me test u all...wait. didi any1 of u dunno who is fei lun hai???? nvm if u dunno...u can watch "hua yang shao nian shao nv" on week days, 7.00p.m-8.00p.m!!! haha!!! WU ZUN RAWKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg!!! suan ler...can u see the difference between these 2 videos??? i shall tell u the answers in my next post!!!

2007-02-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

kk. this is a veri veri nice photo tt i lyke veri veri veri much!!! haha...it is a photo tt both of them took well shooting the mv thingg...haha. stayed back yesterday. den learn the dance 4 life skills camp. super difficult 2 remember every step lor!!!! so i went to watch the video and listen 2 the music n try 2 catch up...u can watch the video in my blog 2!!!

2007-02-22T12:53:00.000+08:00

hm...kk.HI!!!!! so damn sian lor!!! dunno wat 2 do, carn slack cos nid 2 do work...nvm. get v sian on wed n thurs coz got no more superstar liao. OMG!! kk. actually there is no big deal lar!! coz last 2 years already got this kind of feeling b4 liao lor, rite??? tt time is bcoz of kelly n junyang. den nw is bcoz of diya n daren. hm...if u miss diya u can still hear her songs in my blog. mayb i wl put daren's songs 2. so tt i can oso hear them myself!!! haha...staying back 2dae n tmr 4 the life skills camp dance. hiaz...juz hope tt we do the dance well tt day!!! wish me gd luck!! quick!! haha...bb.

2007-02-21T16:55:00.000+08:00

haha...kk. sum more videos of diya's performance!!! she rawks lor!!!

2007-02-19T18:05:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYTyAT4TEF0

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2007-02-19T17:52:00.000+08:00

ok...another post on chinese new year...k. i went 2 3 places yesterday 2 "bai nian". den got lots of gambling gg on. den guess how much i won yesterday!!! make 3 guesses lar!!!

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oie...guess hor!! if not i dun tell u the answer...3 last chance...

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kk...i think u all guess liao lar!!! is......$$$$$$$$. haha...alot lor!! lol...i tell u but u dun come n rob me hor!!! haha...$10+ lar!! hey!! i din bluf u hor! juz 1 day i won $10+. den in 3 days i can win my whole week pocket money liao lor!!! nvm...DIYA RAWKS!!!!!!!! haha...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2007-02-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

ok...today is "da nian chu yi" happy new year 2 all of ya. went 2 my grandmas' house 2 get red packets!!!! haha...so much money!!!! :) yay!! i feel so rich nw, haha...den still got some bambling gg on...gtg ler. no time liao, have 2 go sum where else 2 get ang bao!!! bb...